My Third Eye 👁

 

My third eye has been open and clear since I was a youngster.

Although I did not exactly know there was a name for it back then I thought as a child that the ability to see visions was something that everybody had.

I learned differently as I grew older.

The third eye has been very helpful and enlightening for me throughout my life.

I have been safeguarded from the negative intentions of certain others as well as protected from dangerous situations by seeing things for how they really are instead of how they appear to be or falsely portrayed to be by others and circumstance.

Viewing things that manifest themselves from the spiritual realm unseen here by others into the physical realm along with the emitting of magnetic vibrational waves that traverse through dimensions.

My third eye has opened me up to extraordinary intuitive insight into occurrences indecipherable to the ordinary senses of normal range.

I as one born with Second Sight naturally grasp what generates from the outer world into the inner mind’s eye which connects to my spirit.

I understand the meaning gained from the intangible connections that link together within this sphere and state of being.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Messages From Dreams🕊🕊🕊

 

At times, dreams are just irrepressible creations of the mind.

Nothing more than subconscious reactions, deep hidden thoughts, reflective stimulus, or a series of recollection relating images of reality or a seemingly form of illusion.

The instance results from random or deliberate states of consciousness into sensation within imagination.

Other times, dreams are passageways into the unknown. Ethereal connections of preternatural inspections.

In dreams, we may occasionally or constantly encounter access into the spirit realm.

We may experience visitations from those who currently dwell throughout spaces there.

These dreams of vision often come with lessons and messages attached to be learned from, gathered, then applied to present life events that could be tied to all aspects of time occurring from the past up to what is now ahead.latoya lawrence 

 

 

Better Than Them❤🕊

 

Just be yourself. Do not care if others falsely perceive you. If they have misconceptions about you and misjudge you due to their own lack of knowledge, comprehension or experience then that is on them- not you.

I am always going to be my true self and whoever does not like it or cannot deal with it that is too bad! I do not bow down to opposition or pressure to relent.

It is bad enough when one has to make allowances in certain situations.

 

 

Regarding those beneath us who are on a lower vibration:

Some people are nothing. They were not born to be anything; they were born to be nothing.

Never give any energy to or pay any attention to low scale/no-good/trash people who are below one’s mental or spiritual level.

They know when someone else is better than they are they just do not want us to think we are.

That is why they attempt to manipulate and do underhanded dirty deceitful things toward us in effort to try to lower our self-esteem to bring us down a peg or two- which never works on those of us who are “consciously awake and/or linked” to the spirit realm.

If anything, their tactics will enable us to be brought up higher through the wisdom and knowledge that we already possess along with the discernment we continue to gather and grasp through seasons of preparation to elevation.

These negative people are either just jealous or incongruous- or maybe even both- because they can and will never measure up regardless of what they are led to believe through their ignorance.- latoya lawrence

A Little Over A Week Ago: My Nature’s Uncontrollable Urge

 

As a true, natural born writer, my literature writes the story that automatically and spontaneously writes through me.

I am just a vessel pleasantly inspired by spirit to engage in what I effortlessly love to do.

Writing is a part of who and what I am, nothing can stop this process of propensity.

There are times when I am on a roll constantly stimulated by the energy to utilize creativity.

I do not even think of ideas, ideas reveal themselves to me, already planned out waiting for me to move forward into action.

 

 

 

A Finally Closed Chapter

 

There was no mistake at me getting hired by and working for Amazon in 2021.

I knew in hindsight that the relatively short ten months spent there I was never meant to stay. It was just another steppingstone for me to step upon and to pass through.

It was not a mistake that I encountered and met Michael Gonzalez either.

People like him want or expect people like me to be lower than what we are.

When we do not display preconceived notions of how or what they feel we should be they prefer to view us as thinking that we are better than we are, that we are purely riding on ego by having an exaggerated opinion of ourselves and/or capabilities.

I know how some people of this type of nature think, feel, and respond when it comes to people like us who are on a higher vibration, wavelength/level of intelligence, and substance of character.

There has always been a clash of energy between people like him, or people even worse than him, and me.

They see nothing wrong with themselves as they relate to one another in character, disposition, nature and mindset.

And they probably are good for one another but they need to stay in their place and let us live in peace because we are nothing like them in thinking or way of incentive.

This is why there is often miscommunication, misunderstanding, and unnecessary conflict.

They put on facades to camouflage as being the ones who are “better” (For my current lack of a better word at this moment as I write this. Maybe a suitable alternative word will come to me later, long after this post is completed and has already been published. I could later edit, yet maybe I did use the correct term after all) classifying us as the ones who are lesser. When indeed they already know the real deal although they do not want to accept or come to terms with it.

People such as myself do not go around thinking that we are better than everybody. That accusation among people we consider trash is ridiculous. And it does not make any sense.

There is a huge world out there with diversity and variety that contribute their own uniqueness or distinction.

However, it is a fact that there are higher quality of people out there in comparison to others (and I am one of them) and it has nothing to do with a professional title or occupational position that one has, how much money or material possessions someone has, the type of educational degree one may have and etc…

A penniless bum or homeless person in the street can be higher mentally or spiritually than any professor or doctor.

That person may have just fell on hard times or did not have or was not granted the same opportunities that others may have had.

It is about who and what we are made up of in heart, mind, and spirit. Some people are just demonic or knuckleheaded in nature and spiritually inclined individuals can pick that up keenly.

Since childhood my spirit did not take well to certain types of people. I am not perfect myself but I was always a good, decent person who was on the level and who never went around starting trouble or bothering anybody. A lot of people will back that up too if they are honest.

The reason I may come off as harsh and intense toward them is because I have had many encounters of firsthand experience with them and know the depth of their mentality, their behavior, and the sicknesses many of them have that have not been diagnosed due to a lot of them not being called out or even recognized by their actions. There are so many of them that have influence over the world that to justify their accepted unscrupulous flaws they unjustly come down on us as the ones who deserve the consequences that unethically result from their disapproval to bring us down to their level or lower.

It is all about control and their fear of facing the inadequacy within themselves.

They resort to all sort of underhanded tactics in attempts to hinder, block, or destroy those who are really meant to rise, succeed, excel, or who were just meant to live the life that was comfortably meant for them to live. Simple and quiet. However, miserable people do not enjoy to see others happy and not going through the same predicament they may be residing in.

For years I had these types who had backgrounds of drug use and so on in effort to invade upon my life. It is always those who have tons of dirt on them and are used as Maytags/Flunkies to try to bring those who are a threat in some way or who they are envious and jealous of down.

I never had problems with other people who were of genuine class or decency- and the thing about it is these people did not personally know me and I never hung out with them. It was people who I was pointed out to or who knew of me from the neighborhood and I am not the only one who has gone through this.

They do it to people who have things going on for themselves- and when you are really smart and you are not friendly towards them forget about it!

That was my problem.

Since I strongly absorb energy, I know who to trust, who not to trust, who is good, who is not so good. It is not healthy or desirable for me to be around certain types of people.

Even when people of their kind whether male or female liked me as a person, I used to hate it because I really did not want them to like me. I did not like their kind coming around me. I had no problem with courtesy. There were times I would be rude because these people do not know how to back off as they do not understand that we do not see them the way they see themselves. And just because we see them as nothing does not mean that they see themselves as nobodies.

And when it came to guys who were romantically interested it really was a turn-off because I knew we were not cut from the same cloth. We were not similar or of the same nature.

Mating with one of them type of people can literally/physically mess up one’s body if you are a woman. I would never carry a child by one of them mixing with them is not good. A lot of people do not know this. Who would want to intertwine with one of them?

Some of them try to get with people of substance purposely to either drown out our bloodline of substance or to improve theirs through another generation.

Their seed is morbid- I cannot get into that right now it is another entire subject but a legitimate one dealing with spiritual truths. I have already written more than what was intended as I just had wanted to get straight to the point as well as to offer detail to thoroughly explain certain points.

Nevertheless, the incident with Michael has come to a close. I still feel him (his energy) because on his part he is still in the picture. I have felt people for years who still had or kept me in thought for reasons that pertained to situations. But on my part, I gained what I further needed from a spiritual aspect of a tie that had been chasing me for decades that needed to finally be completely severed.

I do not know why things must sometimes take place with particular people we cross paths with and it is not always for us to figure out just as long as we understand.

Whatever had to happen or take place I am glad now that the energy around me is keeping the negative people away from me and possibly giving a signal off to them in a vibe for them not to like me. This is excellent for them to stay away from me.

This is what I had always wanted from the get-go. That is part of why witchcraft was put on me in the first place. To allow negative people and unwanted/unnatural occurrence to invade my life and territory to change the original destiny ordained to me.

When I interact day to day it is how life is supposed to be. It has been this way for a while now but it only gets better.

I am grateful for the other gifted people I met who could see what went on along with those on my level in my personal life who are also aware of how these people operate.

It is an unfortunate part of life.

I often wondered if this was part of my purpose here on earth.

No matter what I went through on account of sick people I have remained true to myself, and a better version of myself discovering potentials I did not know I had until it was revealed to me.

Negative people were unable to break me.

Negative people will always be out there-their same ignorant, trouble causing energy but for the most part this chapter of my life has come to an end.

Spirit will use me through my writing as one who has experienced a lot to serve as a resource and expression of power through the connection I innately have to the universe.

 

 

Ready For The Next Level

 

I can feel the calm force of being naturally carried by the universe.

The energy taking control- guiding and nurturing for future training and growth.

New experiences of advancement into discovery and design upon the horizon.

Binding and blocking out any interference, keeping opposing hindrances at a distance.

It is time to breathe the breath of wonderful life-changing events.

 

Warnings, Messages 🕊🕊🕊

 

God will alert those of us who pick up on his signs to recognize when he speaks and sends out a message.

We are to be vigilant of those full of deceit who would like nothing more than to see us fall while attempting to take away our spirituality and faith in God.

Some will stop at nothing in an effort to destroy us, yet God will never cease to fight for us as he prepares us to come out even stronger and wiser, in faith and in purpose, through whatever comes our way when or if trouble arises.

Nothing that goes on behind the scenes is hidden from God. –latoya lawrence

 

 

Energy Suckers

 

 

Certain negative/jealous/envious people want and try to take my energy- but they cannot have it, and they will never get it!!!

Negative people of this nature feed my spirit because it is a testimony to the purity and positivity that resides in me that makes them bitter and resentful.

I love being a good, strong person who is not demonic, unclean, and corrupt like they are.

 

Always Moving On❤

 

I am not one to go back. I move forward. That is just the way that I am.

I lose patience easily or quickly when something does not hold my interest or attention.

I like to do what is fresh and new and not return to what is stale or of no use in the old or past tense.

I like to take what was done before to build something better, something unique.

Turn that experience into another, and other extravagant events to further evolve, and to indulge in.

 

 

When Time Gets Unnecessarily Wasted

 

I used to hear the saying “God may not come when you want him to. But he is always on time”.

It is also said that God’s timing is perfect.

I am sure to God everything about him is perfect, but to me, he sometimes takes too long to come or to get things done.

My saying used to be “One will be dead by the time God comes”.

I understand that time is infinite with God still this reality is displeasing in certain situations or circumstances.

In my experience, God has wasted too much of my time in a period of my life from one point in childhood and a point in adulthood. He really pissed me off in the process too.

God takes the beauty out of things that bring joy when he makes one grow weary with boredom and annoyance through putting one through designs of his that serve his purpose while delaying someone else’s. If or when he finally does come with something especially desired one may not even want the shit anymore since God took so long.

The most important things, of course, are to have our necessities and protections in life. And to be grateful for what we already do have- yet I did not ask to come into this sick, fucked up world.

I can weather any storm that may come around during a particular season, and my true happiness comes from within.

One truth I have discerned from a young age is that if there is anything I do not want in life the condition will not work out.

My life must go the way I want it, or it is not going to run smoothly at all!

No one can persuade me to live my life or live life in a way that does not appeal to me.

 

Yoruba Orishas And God

 

 

I cannot lie or deny that when I was angry with fierce hatred for God on account of a combination of things that I still till this day do not like or appreciate to venerate my beautiful Ancestors and Orishas nothing negative had become of that choice I had made.

It was a positive experience for me, a natural connection for me as I was called when Elegba came looking for me.

What I loved and respected most about the legitimate Orishas that I spiritually dealt with was that one cannot go to them on their own- the Orishas must summon you.

They do not just want or accept anyone in comparison to Jesus.

Elegba, of course, did or does not have the power to create, but he has the power to destroy.

What I dislike about the one and only God (Jehovah) is that he gives life to anything and will accept anyone who comes to him.

In my opinion, he should not have given life to everybody. I would have preferred not to have been born if I had to share a world with certain types of people and undesirable conditions of life that I have no interest, concern, or agreement to the nature of.

I feel like if he was going to create certain types of people, things, and ways of life, then he should have separated us to put the trash on a section of the earth with the other trash and let them all be the stupid undesirable garbage that they all are together.

It is believed by some that Orishas are demons posing as such- as Lucifer will disguise himself as an angel of light.

However, we all do not know everything there is to know about creation and the spirit realm.

All I know is that I have seen through my third eye and experienced visions and have had significant/meaningful paranormal encounters within dreams and while fully awake here on earth regarding the Orishas that prove otherwise.

Deep down inside I still have love for Oshun, Elegba, Ogun, Orunmila,  and another Orisha that appeared to me within the past.

The deities treated me with nothing but love, kindness and respect. And there was nothing but peace and protection around me at the time.

What I also loved about the Orishas is that they had a raw sense of humor when the situation called for it. They made me burst into laughter unexpectedly one time when an active scene/vision was reflected to me.

 

A Note Of Wisdom: Negative People Do Not Win They Are Already Lost❤

 

Witchcraft/Black Magic/Voodoo has never worked on me mentally or emotionally.

I am spiritual so I will feel multiple energies of sensation and receive messages within the process.

When I was crossed up at a period in my life within the distant past over sixteen years ago it was not a condition that was able to control me or my surroundings due to the nature of my state of being along with divine intervention it was just able to tug at my spirit to cause unnatural negativity around me.

Jealous, envious people who were low scale that were involved tried to invade my destiny and territory.

However, what I had realized is that God was not allowing these evildoers in any such fashion to bury me into their form of destruction he was allowing the situation to plant a deeper root of growth and development within me to further empower and enlighten me on the path of my journey.

We must be fully prepared and equipped to carry on in our purpose.

We may get slowed down sometimes by those who wish to intervene, yet God will indeed work it all out for our own good in his favor to make us even more abundant in whatever it is that he has planned for us according to his glorious purpose.

Evildoers never win against God’s children they just foolishly deceive themselves within their own devious undertakings.

This is also why Black Magic/Witchcraft/Voodoo will never return into my life- they can shoot their arrows, but they will miss every time. The past was an unfortunate experience that turned fortunate for me to learn from.

I learned just how powerful I am within spirit and within my spiritual abilities. I was amazed by finding out the depth of how God designed me when I got Brujeria removed. It was like something one would see in a movie. Everything was an authentic live magical event to take place. An account of an experience that I will treasure and never forget.

What God let to be possible within the human experience as a spiritually inclined person was extraordinary.

We all have undesired crosses to bear in this life.

Recently, there have been a few jealous/envious/resentful people who attempted to cross me up. Nevertheless, they are unable to. There is nothing for their evil/negative intentions of Witchcraft/Black Magic/Voodoo to latch on to.

 

 

I Attract To Me The Powers That Be

 

 

On Tuesday morning, I was enveloped in the invisible vapor of soothing, magnetic energy that innately surrounded me.

As I stood in the fresh air to breathe in nature my inner voice of spirit spoke to me.

I love it when essence calls out to personally connect.

To live out the authenticity of who I am unbound by any restraint or by typical earthly conditioning. A commonality that does not radiate within the harmony of what I am innately aligned to.

A reflection of my identity reflecting at me to revel within the truth of individual existence.

Sustained by the force of a life arrangement that constantly maintains me.

 

 

 

One In A Million: A Rare Individual 🕊🕊🕊

 

As far as Michael Gonzalez (and any other low-scale no-good nigger from the past who wanted me, did not deserve me, could not have me), and other undesirable (individuals who are trash) people from the distant past in my old neighborhood who were jealous of my character, talents, intelligence while they had set out to tarnish my name, cross up my body, bind up my spirit and other negative deeds from childhood to adulthood through black magic/witchcraft they all failed within their outcomes.

I won against them all and everybody knows it!

As one who was always steps ahead of them- having advantage over them spiritually and mentally through spirit, wisdom and knowledge there is no way they could ever conquer me.

I am on an entirely whole different level within mind, soul, energy, and destiny.

I am a true testimony. People cannot understand the things I have been through from an early age and how I came through as a lovely, sturdy, beautiful flower to bloom vibrantly.

It just goes to show the power and nature of the divine spirit-energy that fully resides within me.

I have always been a fighter, a survivor. I always will be.

P.S. A little note: Evildoers never get away with the dirt that they do or try to do- that is a fact. Either they will pay some day in this realm or permanently within the next! –latoya lawrence 

 

Twisted Minds Think Alike🥨

 

There are some people who for some strange reason think or believe that what matters to them in life are the concerns, yearnings and desires that are engraved onto the hearts of certain others.

Oh, how deeply confused, misled, and uninformed are the ignorant who are confident within their serious lack of knowledge and guile.

They for some strange reason think or believe that they are riding high when they are on their way straight to hell.

They laugh at while they plot against those who are good-natured when those who are good-natured are spiritually untouchable, at ease, producing within their state of celestial being, steering into the reality of consciousness into the essence of their very state of view.

 

True Peace Of Mind🕊🕊🕊

 

Peace of mind is priceless. One of the precious gems that is bestowed by spirit.

Gained anywhere else is not true peace. Only a temporary state of comfort relied upon by whatever is satisfying for those limited periods of time.

Invaluable within value as when comfort wears out- or no longer exists- out goes the conditional description of what was providing one’s peace.

Now the true inner peace derived through spirit that cannot be deciphered through veiled eyes and which remains undisturbed when chaotic events strike is not dependent upon tangible items, favorable circumstances, or material things.

This peace is solely dependent upon what is intangible. What is out of grasp and maintained by the unreachable.

What we see touch and feel will not last, but what is beyond the sense of what appears is forever lasting, bringing great peace and protection beyond what we can feel, touch, or see.

So just be and let the spirit set one free. latoya lawrence

 

People In The Family

 

Just because we are related to people does not mean that we automatically must love, like, or care for them.

Feelings must come naturally and for me feelings do not result on account of simply being related to someone.

Just because we are related to people does not mean we should keep company with them or that we must be around them.

We cannot help being born into families with certain undesirables and/or people we do not connect with or get along with.

Energy does not lie and if something seriously is not right and causes discomfort or conflict within the spirit ties are to be cut loose for those who choose.

When family members I strongly disliked or had an aversion to went away or died/passed away I found relief to not or to never have to be in their presence again.

I eliminate anything that threatens my peace, harmony, or contentment when it is within my power to do so as we are not always able to always control all things depending on temporary or seasonal circumstances.

Nevertheless, I am not one to tolerate things which cause revolt around me.

 

Conditions In Life🌹

 

There are things in life that happen for a reason. We must let situations run their course.

No one gets away with anything when they are unjustified in their actions. Even if they seem to.

I have seen time and again people will get what is coming to them either by their own misdeeds that backfire on them or through the universal laws of nature- sometimes both.

God is on the throne no one will escape their deliberate treacherous behavior.

Life is a constant battle of good versus evil.

Ones who are on the correct team or path will prevail.

Life is energy, energy is life.

Make room and adjustments for spirit- and spirit will solicitously grant accommodations unto you.

 

 

 

 

Supernatural Affects/Effects 🕊

 

People gaslight and play heads games to control one.

It is also an attempt used in black magic to weaken the senses unnaturally through spiritual manipulation.

A strong mind or spirit is not overcome by witchcraft.

However, if some become spiritually entangled when targeted and encounter certain effects it does not necessarily mean that they are weak.

There are strong people for whatever reason who may have adverse reactions when targeted but they come through and survive as there are other life factors involved that have contributed to their dilemma which- to those who lack knowledge- appear as if the negativity worked, conquered, or had some type of influence. This is not the case at all.

There may be a tug of war or struggle with some, or no battle at all- just a recognition of what is happening- depending on mood, energy, environment etc…. Yet there is no true affectation just an experience to learn and take heed from.

 

He/Him🕯

 

I am not going to write every time an incident with asshole happens or occurs.

Some people are foolish enough to believe that if or when someone does not react to or mention a subject, incident, or matter that one is not informed or cognizant of the event- which is not the case in many situations and circumstances.

Though when spirit moves me to write I will oblige as there is purpose to these and other inspirations that manifest through all my literature.

But so far, according to the energy that I currently feel- even though he has wasted his time trying to do negative spiritual work against me- it finally seems that he may be waning off in certain areas of projection.

This has happened before though; he will get distracted only to continue to become occupied with me some more.

Even when those who put-up blocks in attempt to prevent one from knowing or feeling their energy or what they are doing my energy overrides enabling me to see beyond the scope.

Dark forces cannot blind out positive light.

Sometimes it is our own good energy that will put up blocks against others for protection and/or spiritual wellness.

Of course, I do not care about his infatuation, jealousy, and/or resentment toward me but as a gifted person I will always “know” and “feel” as to be warned or to be made aware of people and occurrence as I always have since childhood.

 

The Magic Within Me

 

When I was a little girl my mother said I and the things I used to do was like magic- she told me she always knew I had a special gift.

Over sixteen years ago when jealous adversaries were doing Brujeria against me most of them did not know what they were doing or who they were messing with.

They tried to work in opposition toward me within a supernatural system that was naturally made to work for and within me to my advantage.

Such fools they were! Nothing but silly puppets being pulled by the strings of the devil.

Half the time they were getting high on top of already having dead brain cells.

Low scale/low-class trash often sets out to destroy those of quality.

It is an age-old story.

I had experienced it since my youth, yet I had that ever-burning fire inside of me. The ability of connection within spirit, the forces to conquer them all.

 

Earth Element

 

Dirt is a natural element that represents the earth.

I used to gather clean granules of dirt from a bag I purchased from the hardware store years ago.

I had originally bought the dirt years beforehand for a plant that I rerooted.

Since then, the bag had sat unused until it came in handy again for my spiritual purposes.

It felt good to observe, inadvertently smell, and to rub one’s hands through the dirt if it was touched. A tangible interaction within the essence of nature itself.

 

My/Our Psychic/Clairvoyant Faculties

 

A lot of people stereotype or associate psychic ability with Crystal balls, Tarot cards and the like. Everyone does not partake in the use of those symbols or devices.

My clairvoyant abilities have always been very strong and on point.

I never needed Tarot cards or any other so-called divination tool to aid me in knowing or seeing into the unknown.

My gifts were and are totally natural from the beginning of my birth as the faculty of extra sensory perception ran through both sides of my family.

God has given me and blessed certain others with these gifts for a reason unto the uniqueness of our being as well as to be used as an example of his power and shown for his glory.

My faith in God and within the awareness of spirituality and spirit matters would not be as strong as it was/is if I were not spiritually inclined the way that I have been.

This occurrence has served to be a great advantage for me.

We all have free will but regardless- God’s spiritual gifts are irrevocable.

One does not have to use their abilities for profit in the way of devil worship by casting evil spells, manipulating destiny to set others back, or so on with other wicked deeds and things not necessarily seen as wicked behavior by an individual’s erroneous mindset.

Some people were not even born with genuine faculties. They received or developed their doings through the devil- which is not true talents.

My knowledge, discernment and bestowment of second sight is a part of who I am. It is what I am in combination with my purpose here in life.

As a rare human being who possesses unique and special talents altogether, I am one set apart from this world.

Though, I am one who did not ever think like the rest of society as I always had a mind of my own and did things in my own way according to the nature of my character.

My identity does not come from this world and is not defined by others.

I am defined by the one who created me as I was signed and sealed by his divine signature.

I remember sitting in a restaurant during lunch with another female one day two years ago.

I met her at a church we attended during Alpha where it was suggested I could be a team lead.

As we talked, I spiritually picked up on another lady she brought up and began to discuss. Before she could start to go on- I told her major information/details regarding this negative woman in totally accuracy.

The female was excited and went and told her sister the things I knew through the spirit while I never met or seen the woman she spoke of before.

This is nothing out of the ordinary for me as I have experienced the extraordinary time and again since childhood.

To whom much is given much is required- this female quoted to me from scripture one night at the church back then.

The reminder of wisdom that we are held responsible for what we have whether blessed with wealth, talents, knowledge, leadership etc…. God expects us to benefit others.

I was never the type who set out or desired to save the world or to be an intentional source of help to others by lending myself.

Nevertheless, I believe God does use us even when we are not trying to be used.

He works through us by us just being us in the things we go through in life and by living out our interests that lead or follow through design.