We’re Not Defined By The Ignorance Of Others

I never feared to be who I am no matter how many people talked. I never cared what anyone said or thought: they were scared of me; they were jealous of me; they wanted to be like me!

Spiritual Blockages

Envy And Jealousy

When I was a little girl there was always a lot of jealousy around me and my mother, certain people constantly judging me on account of me not doing the same things that they, or their children were doing. People judging her on account of her strong personality, intelligence, style and advantages. 

Many had the nerve to ignorantly speculate what direction my life was heading in and what or how I would turn out to be while all along I in no way had showed any indication of having a negative outcome as they had and as their children did. 

It was more about them wanting to see something bad come about me and my way. Their children were supposed to be superior-not because they actually were-but because they bought them certain material things. Money couldn’t buy inherent wisdom! 

My mother was able to buy me particular things also. What did it mean? My mother showed me genuine love, concern, attention, and she was very smart and had the knowledge to sufficiently raise me. 

It was known that I was meant to do well in my life whereas others in specific weren’t as fortunate or spotless in matters of personal regrets or mistakes in which they couldn’t get past or considered setbacks or skeletons in their closets. The way their minds thought was a reflection on them and not anyone else who thought on a higher or opposite level. 

My mother was also meant to succeed. 

No matter what undesirable people would throw our way we continuously rose above and conquered to our liking of satisfaction. 

The Knowing Power

Power Of My Ancestors

Mind And Spirit Was Too Strong

Whether from relatives or outsiders (associates/acquaintances) people who are jealous for various reasons of their own will attempt to cause spiritual blockages in efforts to bring one down to their level or below.  

When they cannot measure up to certain calibers and are insecure about the situations that they may be in they will falsely rationalize or misinterpret their interference as a solution/downfall to equalize one to them all. Especially if they felt or interpreted that these people were better than them or considered themselves to be. Then they erroneously figure that their target will have to relent.  

Unfortunately, some individuals do break down and feel lesser than what they were as they are oblivious to what may have taken place. 

When I was in the fifth grade, I could actually feel an energy trying to block my intelligence. My great-grandmother and certain others at the time were having witchcraft done on me to halt my ability to grasp and to learn because I was very intellectually advanced at such a young age. However, the negativity didn’t prevail. I was able to know what was happening because I was born with a caul, I had intuitively felt and discerned the unnatural energy around me. 

There were also blockages put up to cause hostility between my mother and I because of the loving and close relationship that we had. 

The Spiritual blockages of various negativity (voodoo/black magic/witchcraft/evil eye/etc….) consists of attempting to block one’s intelligence, healthy and loving relationships/friendships, career/job/money, happiness/peace of mind/luck, health/lifestyle, spirituality and so on. 

The light is never put out by the darkness, it is impossible. The darkness may be able to place a temporary shadow over the light in order for the unveiling of further enlightenment, however, if one chooses to remain within the illusion of the shade that is totally on them! 

The Darkness Cannot

Overpower The Light

I turned out wonderfully as the individual I was supposed to within mind and character

My ancestors and orishas got me! They always had and they always will!

Ernestine Lawrence

"My Voice" Weblog By Miss LaToya Lawrence

Down below are links and messages from my mother’s sister, Tina, sent to me on Facebook.

This is for you, Tina, although you probably wouldn’t comprehend as logic and reasoning doesn’t register with you. And, since your HIV/Aids has probably gone to your head by now.

Since I was a child you were very jealous me because I was very intellectually advanced and highly educational that is why you went around saying I had no education when it was actually you who had no knowledge.

You always had that low level trash mentality.

You have no high school diploma and did not graduate from high school that is why you went into the National Guards because you didn’t know anything and you wouldn’t have gotten into there if my mother hadn’t helped you out and told you what to do but you couldn’t even excel within that.

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It Doesn’t Pay To Do Dirt

I was told a long time ago that I’m supposed to have the things that I want.

All through out my life I indeed have usually gotten what I wanted most of the time just by the act of wishing or thinking about something.

My desires didn’t even have to be intensely felt in order for me to receive them they just had to be sincere.

I was given what I wanted either swiftly or at an appropriate later time.

Everything is still the same for me till this very day no matter how old I get. I still have that special luck and blessings, that part in which came along with me being born with a caul.

I never asked for much and I never took anything for granted. These gestures have been touching and of deep contemplation to my sincerest regard. The energy within the universe has been kind, caring and generous toward me.

The connection and the protection from my ancestors has been phenomenal. The solicitous attention from my orishas has been noteworthy.

Even while all through out my life certain individuals have tried to interfere and delay my opportunities and prospects because they were discontent with how things always worked out for certain family members and I.

We utilized our talents and knowledge as we were ambitious and independent whereas those who were envious and jealous couldn’t.

Nevertheless, we kept on going. And as we continued to persevere we consistently had spiritual back up clearing our pathways and heading us within even better, and more inspiring directions.

The road wasn’t always smooth, however, during the intermittent bumps we were hit with intangible advantages.

One’s patience can wear out yet I learned that the endurance is necessary sometimes to work out all of the specific kinks.

People don’t realize the depth of how they’re killing themselves within the process of trying to hinder someone else.

They know far down inside they will pay the consequences but the severity gets harsher with each unsavory action done among them toward us and toward others.

When they transition and reach the lower depths of hell they’ll have to face the reality they’re trying to escape through their current delusions.

People shouldn’t go around messing with people of spirit and people of a decent nature there is no escape when what they’ve sown comes to ruthlessly fetch.

 

 

 

 

Mental, Emotional, And Spiritual Breakdown

Everyone who has had a breakdown of some sort is not weak, crazy, or dangerously unstable.

A breakdown is spiritual within many instances. A Yoruba priestess even acknowledged this fact to me years ago. I know firsthand as my own mother was a victim of brujeria in the early 1980’s.

I was even targeted. My aunt tried to flip me out when I was eighteen years of age by putting the hallucinogenic drug mescaline into a hot pot of black eyed peas that I had cooking over the stove.

People often use recreational “trip” drugs to increase the chance or enhance the effect of mental and chemical alterations of the brain while also performing the negative spiritual influences within black magic/voodoo/witchcraft.

My aunt went a step further in her malicious attempt by also putting tainted hiv fluids inside my food. Anyone educated would know the disease would not survive within the air and within a pot of scalding hot water.

Nevertheless, I didn’t lose my head or have a breakdown, my mind was too strong with faculty and awareness, and I didn’t, of course, become infected with aids either.

I was young, innocent, and very spiritually inclined, so divine intervention took over and protected me.

My aunt Tina (Ernestine Lawrence) has been hiv positive since the 1980’s due to intravenous drug use and promiscuous behavior from the 1970’s on up and instead of using her limited time to spend changing her life around for the better, she continued to do tons of constant dirt. She and other envious and jealous ruthless dummies, whores, drug addicts, and degenerates attacked me and other family for decades.

They’ve in addition done it to others, however, when they came after my mother and I, they messed with the wrong individuals. We are people of the light and they are people of the darkness. My ancestors and orishas were ready for them all, and the universe was recording and keeping record of every notorious deed in which was repeatedly done toward us.

Tina had poisoned food of my mother’s years ago too while neighbors were working black magic/voodoo/witchcraft against her.

My grandfather was driven to mental affliction before he was killed and found dead in the Hudson river.

My aunt Charise was drugged and raped which caused her to be afflicted with mental illness.

My grandfather, mother, younger aunt, and I were targeted for manipulative breakdowns because we were all very smart, strong, and fighters who could literally kick ass if needed be. We weren’t the type to back down or be bullied by anyone, and we were all good upstanding people.

The intent for causing mental, emotional, and spiritual breakdowns are to weaken one, to render them as incredible, and to lower their self esteem and spirit.

Certain evildoers want those of us who have knowledge in which threaten their unscrupulous ways either dead or labeled as crazy.

 

 

 

Vile Strength

Working Woman By Miss LaToya

My mother had me when she was twenty-two years old and we became very close as we bonded immediately after I was born.

We’ve been through a lot together enduring circumstances in which many would not have survived and coming out sustained within a fashion that has caused some to wonder and to be amazed.

My mother and I have battled a very long way from the negativity directed towards us by envious, jealous, and unsavory people in specific.

My mother and I both constantly held our ground and we continue to stand.

Hooray to Peace, power, love, and protection.

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A Nonsexual Caulbearer In A Sexual And Sexist World

I am a person born of the caul who happens to be asexual and that has been disturbing to individuals who are twisted. I just unfortunately in the past had lived and grown up in a neighborhood full of sick and low-minded people in which I was far set apart from within mind and character.

Luckily, I was always able to branch out and come across and meet those of a higher vibration and of versatile range that I could relate to and appreciate all throughout my life as I went different places unbeknownst to the assholes who remained amongst the fellow likes of themselves and who couldn’t go no further.

There were men who’s sisters, nieces and daughters had got hurt or dogged out by men and there was nothing to talk about when it came to me.

What was so special about LaToya? Why didn’t she get caught up out there?

This is the absurd way in which these degenerate people thought and we have people like this and who generate within this fashion all over the place.

So these neighborhood people had for years endeavored to calculate an unnatural situation through the use of deceptive black magic along with lies to create a facade of camouflaging negativity toward my life that would coincide with and shadow up the celestial light of my true destiny and fate.

They tried to bring me into their darkness and cover me within a glue of a paint so ugly and stagnant in color. A substance of demonic craft they didn’t ensure for me to vehemently peel away from.

I think at one time adversaries were spreading and also wanted me to believe that I was a whore with diseases, a prostitute, and other off the wall things, I don’t know for sure if I was suppose to be a drug addict too, and I also think that because I wasn’t fazed by this nonsense I was supposed to be either crazy or putting up a front because their conspiracy of fabrications was supposed to be my ultimate truths even though they all knew what they were doing.

They wanted me to appear lower than what they were so everything they had done within their lives they put on me to make themselves feel better and they intended for their lies to follow me for the rest of my life in payback for me not having been in the same category as them as they perceived me as to think that I was better than them.

In spite of all the dirt these people have directed toward me it has not killed my spirit or brought me down.

The words bitch and whore don’t faze me. I’ve never been intimidated or affected by utterances intended to bring down a woman’s confidence or self-esteem. If anything, I was further liberated and elevated in discerning that I was at a higher level of knowledge and spiritual consciousness.

I don’t know how much this would resonate with other Caulbearer’s who had to go through shit or just others who stood out for whatever reasons but when it came to a man and sex people around my old neighborhood really yearned for me to get swallowed up in the same holes they had gotten trapped into.

My father’s sister told my father years ago that “I was too hard for a girl”.

“Really?” I had thought to myself. I didn’t know that as a female I was supposed to be weak or defined as what society projected an acceptable or proper female out to be. All I knew is how to be my true self and I wasn’t changing that for anyone or to meet anyone’s bias standards.

No one can dictate to me how I should be or not be as a genuine female within my own distinct mode of character.

One thing in which really struck me as quite odd and ridiculous is among the particular gutter-rats and certain people on a low-level within mentality and intellect where I grew up around who for some outrageous reason erroneously took for granted and automatically expected me to have had an interest in men, an attraction, or sexual desire, just because most people were wired or designed, or came out to be this way, whereas I never did, never was, and never will, and it came to be an actual subject of silly gossip and idle debate.

Of course, when we’re not like everyone else and don’t exude the same type of behavior as the majority or as average it gets noticed and talked about.

Others who aren’t thoroughly acquainted with us (even those who may have been around us for years) enough make quick assumptions or generalizations about our character taking into presumption that we must have the same needs, wants, mindsets, emotions, shortcomings and/or etc… And these drawn up conclusions are not always the case within many people’s nature and everday lifestyles.

I’ve been told personally by certain others that I’m very unique and that there’s no one out there who is like me. Though I do know there are a variety of distinct individuals within existence who differ greatly as this is a huge world in which we all live in, but for the most part, these people were just acknowledging to me that I was a rare person from their own observation and perception.

A distant relative of mine had even stated to my mother that it wasn’t normal for me to not have any nature (sexual appetite). I strongly disagreed because to me it is not about what is so called normal but it is about what serves as being healthy to one and within one’s own nature and life. The way I am is indeed normal to me, however, to each his or her own.

Why was the fact that I and my vagina didn’t need or want the undesirable pounding of a penis or the attention of any man so interesting and prone to circulating?

So spread out and disappointing to the point where it created hostility and denial on the part of those who for jealous reasons of their own preferred that I innately share the same tendencies and susceptibilities as they did?

I was born with my own individual attributes.

No man can do anything for me mentally or physically and I don’t express this to be harsh but I have to convey because it is the absolute truth. It is important for one to not repress who they really are on account of other people’s judgments due to a lack of knowledge in specific areas on their part.

It is very unhealthy for one to do so.

I don’t know why sex is so important and significant to these people. I don’t understand why they believed or hoped that if I indulged in the sexual act or had a man attempt to degrade me with nonsense talk equivalent to a mediocre mindset in regard to false sexual encounters or the delusion of what they believed to be would actually have any bearing or reflection on me as they gambled so hard on the outcome and for it to follow me within my life as if it was something legitimate.

It’s also sad how sex sells and how sex is promoted the way that it is when in my opinion intercourse itself actually means nothing. I have written many articles and quite a few were editors picks in online publishing and magazines yet it was the article that I wrote about being Asexual that prompted a few publishers to contact me for permission to display them as they thought the write up was “powerful” and beneficial.

I didn’t mind at all it’s just out of all the things I have written about it’s the one regarding not having any interest in sex or men that catches the most attention?

Society is too sex crazed that it clouds their judgment when it comes to those who have no true interest in sexual matters.

 

Brujeria/Signed And Sealed Back To The Senders Through The Powers Of The Universe

I’ve never mentioned this in any of my writings, however, during the time brujeria was done on me during my adulthood (because it was also done during my early childhood by my great grandmother against my mother and I with certain other people taking part) along with animal sacrifice there was a burial of objects at a cemetery in attempts to cause my death.

Spirit imparted to me: What they buried will come to bury them as the grave they made for you they all will lay in.

In due time, no matter how long or how fast or how in between, the universe will come to collect.

A Witchcraft Flashback

As I’ve said before all through out my life people have taken turns and worked negativity against me and I’ve always been aware of it.

There was always more than one person on my block involved in the later witchcraft attacks other than the dumb whore bitches (Lizette and Doritta) who lived across the street from me at the time, of course, as it was a neighborhood thing spread about with different sick and jealous people.

There was one neighbor’s house I passed by one morning years ago (2011) where someone in the home snapped a photo of me. I noticed the flash of the camera from the front livingroom picture window. Some time later, one of the occupants who lived in the house (one of the guys who raped my aunt back in the 1980’s by the name of Larry Butler) called out to me as I came home from work. I ignored the asshole.

He was scared. He and others had used satanic rituals in order to break my protection and failed as I and my energy was too strong and powerful. Their rituals backfired and now one of the assholes (who I and him were never on any speaking terms) had called out to me by my name out of fear and desperation.

He had told on himself when he did that. And I had already known everything because I had felt everything they were doing in the process while it was actually happening.

 

 

Blocked Witchcraft Attempt

"My Voice" Weblog By Miss LaToya Lawrence

As a child I wasn’t sheltered. I’d seen and heard a lot and encountered numerous types of people and situations while at the same time not being negatively influenced within my own behavior by incorporating undesirable habits or lifestyle choices, yet informed, as I had a mind of my own.

I had firsthand experience without having to personally indulge in order to know and since I was spiritually inclined I was able to clearly discern things that were hidden under the surface and I definitely knew what appealed to me and what turned me off and what I wanted to avoid as I grew up in life.

One of my strongest points is my excellent communication skills and comprehension. What I lack though is a sympathetic nature toward people and the world in general. I do love the hell out of puppies and dogs, though, they just steal my heart…

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Brujeria

"My Voice" Weblog By Miss LaToya Lawrence

Lizette Roubert Lizette Roubert

My experiences with brujeria:

With all of the personal information that I have on this subject I could write a book about it. I spoke to a lady over the phone about six or seven years ago who was suppose to be a psychic. I mentioned the word “brujeria”.

“Are you Puerto Rican?” she asked me. I said “no”

“Well then how do you know about brujeria?” she said.

Then I went on about the nganga (cauldron), the paleros (grave robbers), the kiyumba (corpse that is used) then she stopped me. “Alright, alright”, she uttered.

I mean the ignorance in some people. I am an African American with Native American Indian descent. I am spiritual and know that magic (voodoo) first originated in Africa so why wasn’t I suppose to know? Anyway, I don’t know where to begin since this all started when I was at the age…

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(God) A Supernatural Bully

I am and always was blessed within many ways at the same time had to undergo unnatural encounters just because of the person that I am.

I’m glad not to be average and that I’m unique in my own right. I don’t owe anyone anything and I didn’t ask to come into this world to share within a life with other human beings with different natures and various mindsets.

The Lord did me no favor whatsoever as in my dreams when I sleep display and explain more beauty and meaning than on this earthly plane that he created.

God didn’t ask my permission in order for me to come here so I don’t need his while I have to remain here. Like I said, he didn’t do me any favor, this world isn’t a paradise that I should be ever so grateful to exist in.

The world in its dreadful condition is grotesquely overpopulated as it is with all kinds of shit. From disgusting insects to disgusting animals, disgusting principalities, and disgusting people.

Life is often times strange, unfair, and full of circumstantial misinterpretation and situations that compromise the lives of people on account of the ignorance or biases of others.

It seemed irresponsible to me to have us all here on the earth together why not keep the compatible in one section and the incompatible in other sections let everyone have their own suitable accomodating place of habitat.

Why be made to live a life or in a condition that one truly doesn’t want to be in? I loathe God, I truly do, and for more reasons than one, and I feel so insulted to be one that was created in his perverted formation of a plan.

From the beginning by designing a man and a woman to be together and to have sex, and having to have sex to have children, is all a turn off to me. Cutting up animals in the old days to atone for a sin since the wages for transgressions was death there had to be bloodshed so finally Jesus eventually came and did the ultimate sacrifice, all a bunch of sick shit to me.

But I guess I’m suppose to be crazy for not liking or agreeing with a God and within the fashion in which he made things to occur.

One thing is for certain and that is that I genuinely do love myself. When I look back on my life as a child I’ve noticed how disrespected I was by God and how I never trusted in him because I knew deep down inside that he was no good.

He disrespected me and my life one time too many by altering my destiny, using his trash to assist him, and by placing too many undesirables within my pathways, knowing the extent of my hatred toward them.

I always wondered who the fuck he thought he was as I never thought too highly of him or his reasoning. As I have the gifts to see I never saw anything special or perfect within him.

It is said that God makes no mistakes and if that is so that is a dangerous reality. At least if he made errors I could give him the benefit of the doubt but since his intentions are meant as what is suppose to be right it shows me just how wrong he is as a creator.

God is a disgrace and it clearly shows within his creation.

It seems to me I’m too headstrong for him whereas his trash caters to his demented teachings as they are twisted too.

If his words are so true why am I happier without him? If his words are so true why do I have peace of mind without him? If his words are so true why is the energy around me good without him?

I didn’t began to really live until I recognized my true love and light and separated myself from God’s oppressing grip and because I’ve broken free (years ago) and confirmed his unsavory nature he doesn’t want me to live the life that I am suppose to fully receive.

So even though he adheres to keep me stuck in a rut the rut does not adhere to stick to my spirit.

I’d rather live my life within truth, love, and strength and be cheated from what I truly deserve than to live within lies, unhappiness, and weakness just to be given an abundance of riches for being a mindless flunky only to serve and praise a God that is not worthy to be glorified.

If one could take away God’s power where would that leave him if he didn’t have all that supernatural weight to throw around and bully with? If he was void of his mighty energy to manifest how many would fear him then? -miss latoya lawrence

 

 

Reading Between The Lines

Trash are not allowed or tolerated anywhere within my life

From the time I was a kid I had a strong innate aversion toward specific types of people (both the male and the female undesirables) there was always something about them which did not sit right.

It showed within their appearance and mannerism and could be heard in the way in which they spoke.

I was even cautioned to keep my distance from them, especially not to mate with any of their kind, as it would mess up my body and how my body would never be the same once impregnated with their seed.

I was delighted to hear another one with second-sight reflect the issue as they were on the same page about the unsavory.

My mom had even witnessed this repulsive truth. I’ve seen it too and know how vital it is to listen and to appreciate the solicitous regard of spirit.

If I wasn’t asexual I’d still not desire to mix or interbreed with any of the males as they had tried so many times in vain to lure and attract me through black magic.

To have the faculty to obtain a deep and accurate intuitive understanding of things and to grasp the inner nature of an individual by having the power to look into a situation has been the story of my life.

Ever since I was a child I’d get messages, information that would alert and remind.

Till this day it is no different just confirmation and further investigation of what I already knew with elaborate detail validated by other like-minded individuals who are “conscious” (awaken and in the know).

 

Be Advised/If Not Careful: Danger Ahead

Those who unjustifiably go after and cause harm to others will and shall definitely reap what they sow yet with a much sharper repercussion- miss latoya

 

 It is very unwise to negatively mess with a highly spiritual person or one born with the caul and of naturally inherent occult energy/power. Do not pester their loved ones and do not mistreat their beloved pets.

The universe is watching.

As a mode of caution the tale should be a heed incorporated with both wisdom and warning.

The universe is waiting.

Puzzled or ticked off when the specific ones have no need or desire to get involved with the usual things, the usual people, the usual inauthentic conditioning?

Why disrupt the life of the rare or the distinctive people who keep to themself or who cause no trouble to no one else?

The universe will deliver.

 

Who’s Laughing Now?

Those who’ve done dirt toward me or toward and against my loved ones have so much hell to pay and further retribution is on the way

I didn’t fret at all during that period of undergoing heavy witchcraft. There was no need for me to. I knew spirit had me and that divine intervention would make things right

Adversaries are plagued by medical problems, deaths, social conflict, personal difficulty. They are to suffer greatly it was inevitable.

Adversaries don’t understand why, have they forgotten what they’ve done, or maybe that was my error as to them they did nothing wrong?

So dumb, don’t even know or realize that so much of their troubles stem from their own past actions.

There is no rationality within an ill mind, disturbed and, sick to the core. Oh, but they don’t believe so.

Santeria/Brujeria was done to me out of envy and jealousy in an attempt to change my destiny. Was it really that funny? It wasn’t comedic to me as now it is tragic for you all.

We got the last laugh.

The universe has been so kind and generous to me so faithful and benevolent as can be.

Karma is so much the bitch that I want her to be!

 

 

Endowed

The light that shines within is a light that never comes to an end.

When we stand strong we never go wrong.

Ignore the unsavory pretend as if they weren’t even there.

There are people who can’t move on as we continue to live our life those certain people who won’t let go.

They have an unhealthy unnatural attachment to us. A unreciprocal connection tied from the lowest depths of hell.

Servants enabled by their master to perform abysmal acts.

They envy the love between others.

In return, they sabotage the most harmonious relationships.

Jealous because they have to go out to obtain a false love.

Miserable because they are not desirable enough to acquire genuine love.

It is an honor, It is truly an honor, It is a great honor to be endowed.

Fortunate

“Blessed” Originally posted on December 31, 2018 to My Voice Weblog by Miss LaToya

Another new year is about to come in and things are going my way and working in my favor as I continue to elevate and advance even further mentally and spiritually as usual as I was always ahead of my time.

When I look back at how all the jealous people had tried to interfere and bring me down within my life since childhood on up with lies, mind games, manipulations, black magic/voodoo/witchcraft and so on I just don’t understand why they all wasted their time yet one cannot explain logic and reason to deeply sick and disturbed individuals that redefine the true meaning of what being morbidly twisted actually represents.

They couldn’t take away my self-love, they couldn’t take away my high self-esteem, they couldn’t take away my intelligence, they couldn’t take away my strength, they couldn’t take away my confidence, they couldn’t take away my gifts and talents so what was the purpose?

They also definitely couldn’t take away the intense and genuine love, protection, respect, distinction and blessings that surround within my energetic field as they so desperately wanted that beauty and wellness for themselves but would never receive such an honor as the privilege and specialness was never meant for those of an inadequate and degenerate nature.

I was never happy within the way the world is and I never will be as I am not and never will be a part of this world.

I continue to want no part of it but I am so happy with my self and genuinely have so much love, peace, and security that steadfastly resides from within.

I am ever so grateful to the universe for being on point and constantly delivering I have faith in what to expect due to the loyalty though I never take anything for granted as I accept appreciatively.

What is around me you never cease to amaze me, truly awesome! – latoya lawrence

SuerteLuck Botanica

Earlier this year I went online searching for a place to order spiritual supplies and came across a website titled Suerte Luck and I was inspired to make a purchase from there initially because they had the certain type of candles that I was looking for.

So I did business with them and they were outstanding with their service!

The candles that I bought to do my spiritual ritual worked as usual with very strong results. I even had a few visions during my sleep within a dream to verify that my spell had worked aside from the change for the better that I had noticed around me while I was burning my candles.

Anyway, recently I made a purchase with them again and their service is still phenomenal and upon request they will also burn candles for you on their altar if anyone is in need of special assistance and they will also email you a photo of your prepared candle lit upon the altar.

I purchased a few of their spell kits for personal use (and I don’t usually purchase spell kits and wouldn’t generally trust one over the internet but I went with a recommendation from the owner in response to what I wanted to attain) and they are actually working.

The energy that surrounds me and that I put into my ritual aligned within accordance to my situation and set of circumstances and as the universe works with us at different levels depending on how “in tune” and spiritually advanced we are has given me extraordinary/satisfactory results!

Go observe and try out their products for yourself (https://suerteluck.com)

 

 

 

 

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Athie Dews said 2 days ago

Someone please help me! My children and I have just recently had to move in with a man that wants to force me to be with him. He recently bought me a 2 litter soda, I seen him take the soda in the kitchen. Very quiet and quick. So I asked him did he get me something to drink? He then went on the porch to bring me a cup of that exact same soda filled ice. I asked him where did he get that soda? He told me he poured it on the porch and he had NO VALID reason to do that. I did sip the soda but then I thought about it and I went to pour it out and rinse the cup and pour me new soda. Later that day he gave me a watch. I thought it sweet until I woke up this morning scared. And I felt darkness around me like spiritual darkness. I don’t sleep in the room with him. I took the watch off as I was reading these signs and I’m sending this message but I’ve been blocked from my dreams and that’s where God talks to me and 70 percent of the signs I’ve just read in this article I’m experiencing. Please tell me wat to do. I love GOD and Jesus Christ.

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The first sentences are interesting as it reminds me of a dream that I had about a month ago about a lying, unattractive slut bitch that had to move in with a guy because he was withholding her money from her and she was doing whatever she had to do to get her money back and I thought it was good for her as she was no good. He must have a lot of dirt on the weak bitch if she had to move in with him and couldn’t make it any other way.

You know, undesirables have worked negativity on me for years out of jealousy and I was never affected by it their black magic/voodoo/witchcraft never did anything to me mentally, emotionally, physically, or spiritually, I mean I’ve always known and felt what they had done because I have a gift but they were all too stupid and dumb to realize that they could not hurt me at all. I was too smart, too strong, too spiritual.

They may have delayed certain opportunities within the past with their spells having an affect on others and through blockages but that didn’t even stop me as I still accomplished goals by getting the jobs that I wanted and making good money, living peacefully, and enjoying my life and blessings because I am a good and very unique individual that no one can stop or destroy.

I have so much love around me I always did I never had to go out to find love. I am a very honest person, I’ve never been on drugs or alcohol or had the desire to, I never ran around with men I never desired to I am very attractive and guys always ran after me , however, I didn’t want any of them I am asexual and proud! And I didn’t need God in my life to be this way I was born this way.

And my entire point is that I was always my own individual that never got mixed up in the ways of the average range of society it wasn’t within my nature. Yet I notice that many that have gotten caught up within the perils of society claim to be with God or run to God when they hit rock bottom and I guess because God’s standards are so low that he accepts anything no matter who they are or what they’ve done just as long as they obey him in the fashion that he sees fit.

I’ve never had these problems and I don’t gravitate towards God my Ancestors and Orishas have always had my back and have protected me and they wouldn’t just accept anybody If I wasn’t the genuine person that I was we wouldn’t have that alignment and balance and as my head Orisha unfortunately doesn’t have the power to create (because if so the world would be a better place) he does have the power to destroy, and I like that.

If you love God and Jesus so much why don’t you go run to them for help? Many keep hollering about their problems but if God is their number one source why are they complaining?

God is not my number one source and I am not complaining at all as what is around me never let that black magic/voodoo/witchcraft shit snatch me in it’s trap.

Sex Spells

How one is and what they do with their life is no one’s business as long as they’re not unrightfully bothering anyone.

Yet some people are conflicted and can’t stand to see anything different from what they are or that is not riding in the same boats as they are. When they see one traveling within a preferable vehicle and to a favorable distance they become discontent and bitter toward the destination.

The route, what they transport in, how they get there, where they go often results in the bed they make and choose to lie in so no need to get mad at another for having their own everlasting vacation spot.

If one doesn’t have the design or is incapable of architecting a plan don’t spite the other who is the all too well organized.

Here and there are ridiculous perverted attempts to give me sexual sensations as if something is seemingly penetrating the inside of my vagina and when the energy weakens someone does another spell to strengthen it.

I’m tired of those that want to change me into what they want me to be by black magic manipulation as it is utterly done in vain. My vagina is my business as undesirables hope that I become horny. Aside from quite of the other qualities that I have that make my enemies cringe with envy and rage is the fact that I am asexual and don’t desire sex.

It bothers them so much as they are all dogged out and filled with an array of nasty venereal diseases from their ruthless promiscuity.

I don’t care what they do so they shouldn’t care what I don’t do.

They want me in their predicament though it is impossible as the idea of intercourse turns me off and trying to give me a feeling down there definitely pisses me off. I’ve never been sexually aroused or have lusted after another human being what can another person’s body part do for me? I have a derriere, chest and legs just like everyone else what is that to get excited about? I have a vagina that doesn’t hunger for a penis so what has one got to do with the other?

Some believe in emotion and making love I don’t to me there is no such thing that is all within a person’s mind what they perceive as intimate relations to mean and define for them selves.

I always thought it was ugly to even watch animals copulate and to me it is such an ugly and disgusting way to come into the world. God didn’t have to create things to be that way but he did and I want no part of it.

Not to mention how everyone is not always clean down there with putrid smelling balls and seminal discharge as well as putrid smelling vaginas and fluids.

To each his or her own sex is not and has never been my thing and I am very proud of that.

(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/02/20/proud-to-be-asexualthe-liberating-truth-about-my-asexuality/)

(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2016/08/06/not-so-strange-to-me-but-true/)

 

 

 

 

 

Of It’s Own Kind

Aside from the jealousy and negativity that was thrown toward me by certain others I had a wonderful upbringing with a very loving mother that was an excellent parent.

I have a lot of fond memories of my childhood regardless of the envious people that were trying their best to turn my young life upside down because I was being carried by spirit as well as being watched over by my Ancestors and Orishas.

I had it both rough and smooth and I used that combination as a preparation and as an advantage whereas I was exposed early on to the harsh realities of life while at the same time not having been affected by condition or getting caught up into the circumstance. I made it all through with the flying colors of divinity.

As a young child I was considered very smart and outgoing and I got along with other children that were of my caliber and we played together and had fun yet I found the undesirable sort of children to be quite a bit of trouble as I was able to spot their type a mile away it was just the gift of insight and intuition that I had to recognize and pick up on individuals of that nature whether they were young or old.

Even though I interacted with others and was very talkative and sociable I had my quiet times where I just liked to be alone with my dogs (I had all three canines living within my home at one time aside from the others that had came and went along the way), alone playing with my toys, alone listening to music and watching television, and just alone time to be by myself.

It was great on my own time without having to be bothered with anyone especially considering the attitude of mind that some people had and how they behaved.

My mother told me that she knew something was up when at twelve or thirteen years of age I stopped communicating altogether with peers and mostly stayed in the house. I began recognizing people and the world even more and I didn’t like the way things were and the way life was in general, and due to the witchcraft/black magic/voodoo that was interfering with the natural order of my life to keep me within a setting where I did not belong I grew angry.

At twelve years of age is when I knew that I wanted to grow up to be a professional writer and I had been writing since the age of ten my mother had bought me a electrical typewriter and I’d drink hot cups of tea and create stories of interest through automatic writing.

I loved and enjoyed reading books I became a strict vegan then a vegetarian, by eating a little poultry and seafood here and there, I had a lot of one on one time with my mother as I had always been under adults growing up.

I didn’t want or desire any boyfriends and knew at age fifteen that I was proudly Asexual.

I didn’t care about what others were doing or how they lived their lives I was just glad I was not like any of the others that were in my neighborhood yet what I hadn’t realized at the time was that they were paying much attention to me and my lifestyle and couldn’t keep me off of their lips.

While some in particular were aware of my gifts there were those that knew that I was different but didn’t know why or what it was that made me unique and to them not normal and as certain individuals always stay in other people’s business I became a target of danger.

Growing up there were other children and grown ups alike that didn’t understand how or why I knew the things that I did and why I escaped the problems and mistakes that they didn’t. Some often assume that people like us must have been told what we know or that we heard it from somewhere or that supernatural talent and intervention does not exist or is impossible within us human beings.

To the wise we know and have learned through our own encounters as well as watching and detecting within others the attributes of the paranormal experience.

We are here for a multiple of reasons known and unbeknownst to ourselves and the mystery can be exciting as we may dread and anticipate while we sometimes like to be scared as we get that same rush of thrill from viewing a good horror flick but it is because we are linked to that realm that is within our nature that we haven’t all gotten completely familiar with yet it is instilled within us subconsciously and we cannot leave here until we have carried out all of our special missions and purposes even if we are pulled in an array of directions-the map still has a road that will surely lead us there!

 

Curses In General And With A Caulbearer

Witchcraft, Voodoo, Black Magic and whatever other names of origin that is used to describe the type of negative energies that are being utilized through individuals and principalities target people all over the world from all cultures and all walks of life.

It is a very cunning and underhanded method of attempting to manipulate, weaken, control, punish and kill someone out of jealousy, envy, hate, revenge, desire or demonic influence.

Curses all have and are all done for specific intentions and are definite and distinct forms of a crafty robbery as they block, prolong or steal from us time and opportunities.

There are innumerable effects of curses that manifest variously within and upon different individuals depending on their own state of mentality, lifestyle, and overall circumstance. There could be the same spell used on two or three people and all situations can result in totally conflicting outcomes as every instance is not the same.

Aside from others, in particular of the light, special children born of the caul are even more targeted as we have preternatural gifts that lend to us the extraordinary ability to detect, discern and dispel.

We are unique spiritual dimensional creatures that also come in very rare forms of character and personality according to our own natures and paths that are aligned and in vibration with our own realm of universe if grounded and conscious.

No one experience is completely identical, similar and comparable, but not exactly the same as we all have different energies, elevations, interpretations, perceptions, spirituality and destinies that are often compatible and plausible within our own life connections.

As I have mentioned on more than one occasion I’ve been attacked by witchcraft ever since the age of seven and had the advantage of being steps ahead of my enemies/attackers by sensing and knowing what was unnaturally occurring around me and within my life while I was growing up.

There wasn’t much that I could actually do at that young of age besides to comprehend what I’d felt but something was with me all the while serving as a protection and guide as I coped with and experienced the vibrations of evil that was placed upon my mother and I to deviate us from reaching the things in our life purpose.

Unbeknownst at the time to many that took part back then, I’m sure they had no idea that my young spiritual mind’s eye and heightened intuitive sensitivity was seeing, feeling, tasting, hearing and thoroughly realizing every step and activity within my predicament and oh how much I had learned all through out the years from my firsthand experience.

The bad luck spells to try to make things not go right, the revenge spells to try to get even, the love spells to try to make me interested in guys that I had absolutely had no attraction to or desire for.

I remember when I was in my mid to late teens how they tried to make me feel hideous in appearance but whenever I’d look into the mirror I’d always see the pretty girl that I always was and that I still am today. My attackers were jealous of my looks.

See, my mind was too strong for the curses of that evil negativity, with me, it was constantly mind over matter and I fought to the bitter end.

My attackers wanted me to feel bad about myself, they were jealous of my high self esteem. My attackers wanted me to feel stupid, they were jealous of my knowledge and intelligence. My attackers wanted me to be weak; they were jealous of my strength and confidence. My attackers wanted to bring me down, they were jealous of my character. My attackers wanted to kill me; they couldn’t do anything with me!

The only opinion of me that truly mattered was that of my very own and not that of others and that is the way that it will always be with me and that is why no amount of demonic manipulation was ever able to steer my mind. I’ve never looked for or needed the approval of others to validate me. So it is all about us and how we think and/or view the world or life in general and the things around us that may decide if we will be affected or non affected by condition.

Aside from the mental and emotional torments of curses there are many of the physical aspects that we know as well. And one ultimate reason that many of us are targeted is to forcefully snatch us up into alignment and unbalance with the satanic arena, that group of demonic individuals that are headed for eternal damnation that seek to devour our souls (especially those that are of the light), those slaves of the devil that want to unnaturally lure and take as many of us to hell with them as possible.

They all know where their forever going-there’s no turning back for them-and they don’t want to see us go the opposite way they want those of us in particular to lose our opportunity to make it to the right place.

 

Special Delivery

envelopesI remember when my great grandmother (my mother’s father’s mother who passed away about six years ago) called up our home one evening asking my mother to refresh her memory by telling her when our birthdays were (me, my mother and one of my aunts).

When I heard my mother giving her grandmother the exact dates over the telephone I exclaimed at her “Don’t give her nothing. You shouldn’t have told her anything!”

It was too late.

My mother hadn’t suspected anything she thought that the inquiry was harmless I on the other hand knew instantly the moment that I heard and discerned my mother’s words relating the information back to my great grandmother although I could not hear what she actually communicated over the other side of the line.

When my mother got off of the phone I explained from my immediate perception of the situation that Amanda had just wanted our dates of birth to try to perform a design of witchcraft on us through another person who was actually going to conduct the ritual or spell.

And I was correct within my conceived notion.

A few weeks later a letter in the mail arrived that was saturated with remnants of voodoo black magic witchcraft matter all over it’s contents. That was just one of my great grandmother’s “method of operation” sending voodoo through the mail and it definitely is able to be done and it had been attempted within the past by others who had tried we just knew better than to open up the occasional ominous envelopes.

Once though my mother had gotten curious and opened up a letter that was sent by her grandmother that we’d usually throw away even if the correspondence was packed with money (my great grandmother always thought that she was slick by mailing us money anybody else would have accepted the currency but we constantly threw it away along with the price of being evilly crossed up that had came with it) and got hit with an envelopment of morbid vibration as a negative magnetism of energy had flown upon her directly heading straight on through and making it’s way into her body while I had also caught a slight whiff of envelopment as I sat behind her on the bed after she’d opened the letter when the negativity had entered into me through the chest area of my body.

inkThe only thing at the time was that I was protected from any form of evilly conjured magnetic vibrations yet she wasn’t so it made no difference if I had come into contact with any of the sorcery because it would not have stuck to me permanently or even significantly.

The first and foremost thing to do if or when in that situation is to get the conjured items out of the house so that it may return and backfire unto the sender or for it to just return back unto nature and to help to further expel any of the negative entities and energies out of the household and/or from the personal presence of ones self then take it from there by developing or seeking out a cleansing or a removal plus a type of spiritual shield if one is unprotected.

Hex

flamesWell, here we go again, two weeks after the candle burning ritual and invocations that had caused me an abnormal headache which completely stopped the next day has begun again.

It all started yesterday, subsided, and then returned more intense during the night as I was asleep. When I’d turn over in bed or get up to go to the bathroom I could feel the unnatural circumstances that was wickedly producing my pain not to mention the flashes of hidden light that I could see upon initially retreating (heading off to sleep) as I lied down to bed.

Upon waking up this morning the discomfort still remained, though, through out the day the ache would go in and out intermittently come and go as my energy simultaneously drowned out the duration of the rituals.

The last time this happened my adversaries were trying so hard to bring back the Brujeria I discovered the following Sunday on the 14th of February. It hadn’t crossed my mind because they had prior weeks before made an attempt that failed (just like many other times within the past) as I know for a fact that the Black Magic is unable to return no matter what measures they take or who they may inquire and acquire to help them out.

rose petalWhen will they learn that they cannot vanquish me?

Although they are already by their own self inflicted errors ruined, if anything, I am the one that has all of the power to utterly destroy them.

 

Shield Of Armors:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/18/shield-of-armors/)

Skull:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/09/skull/)

 

Lust Spell

come to me candleThere have been numerous attempts over the years to unnaturally make me desire and become attracted to certain guys that if I weren’t asexual still wouldn’t have given the time of day as they had totally repulsed me.

It has been over for a while now so far but about three years ago, give or take, there were these two particular assholes who had kept up their shenanigans for quite the longest out of anyone belonging to their cult or within the conspiracy that was set against me.

They prolonged their demonic activities for a good seven years straight until one gave up in February of 2014 (the light complexioned one) after realizing that his efforts were continuously being done in vain.

It took him seven years to find out? Wow, what a severe wacko!

The other guy (the dark complexioned one) proceeded a little more over the seven years here and there even though after getting embarrassed and humiliated once over an incident to the point of wanting to quit at performing the love and attraction spells due to the unsuccessful “voodoo-venture” that I was extremely resistant to.

He told me he liked me through telepathy although I had already known that the first night that he had approached me on the street back within the year of 2008 with a phony excuse to get my attention.

Also, through empathic vibration it had long before been made known unto me that he was attracted to me but that he was not going to approach me yet after some time had passed he eventually did, however, it was spiritually instead of physically (in person). This guy is so jealous of my life as the revelation had come to me so many times and on more than one occasion serving as another explanation as to why he desired to cause interference.

What was one of the most derogatory within all of the actions in regard to their spell work was when they found and had the nerve to actually tamper with my vagina. They tried to give me a sexual feeling by manipulating my genitalia. They wanted me to become aroused with the sensations of lust in order to get me to have intercourse with them and/or to go out and sleep around with men in general so that they could talk and gossip about it since they had no kind of dirt on me, absolutely nothing authentic.

genitalsNumber one, I personally didn’t even know these two guys aside from the both of them having had approached me and them knowing the people that was from my old neighborhood whom I may have been scarcely acquainted with at one time or another.

Of course, there endeavor resulted in the ultimate failure and they had never ever performed that ritual again other than that one time.

How in the world did their minds contemplate such an absurd skill of plan? It just went to show how sick in the mind the both of them were and still are people like that do not change, if anything, just as the dead they get worse.

I’d hate to be in the harsh reality of what they live and dwell within, and the type of women that they are limited to deal with obviously are too low for even the dogs to bite as they all fit into an equivalent mode of category.

 

I’ve written about these two before:

The dark complexioned one/Satanic Measures(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/25/satanic-measures/)

The light complexioned one/A Spell On Valentine That I Had To Decline(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/02/a-spell-on-valentine-that-i-had-to-decline/)

And them both/Dirty, Rotten And Pitiful(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/11/16/dirty-rotten-and-pitiful/)

There are few more selection of post in relation to them as I chronicle many of my variety of experiences.

Backfire

glassAside from the many negative of energies returning back to the sender black magic can also bounce off away from its target and unto inanimate objects.

Often when my adversaries would try to cross me or another family member up who were fortunately protected and spiritually resistant to the harsh effects of the demonic activity the energies would boomerang and go into specific parts of the house causing both minor and major temporary or permanent damage.

When we’d look at and observe all of the unexplainable sections of water stains, mildew, decay, cracked paint, dirt and dust, or problems with plumbing there was only one thing that added up and that was the manifestation of evil that had went into it.

Ever since her teenage years my mother had worn good quality sterling silver bracelets that she still wears till this day and whenever she’d get significantly ill her bracelets would turn very dull and dark, nearly black.

The same thing would happen to the bracelets when someone directed the workings of black magic toward her way and by the look of those bracelets along with the scenes of our home that occurrence just revealed how bad of a state the both of us would have been in if we had actually became vulnerable to all of the spells that were intended to inflict havoc upon our life.

I remember years ago how someone brought a business card into my home that was conjured, thinking that such a small item such as a thin piece of card stock wouldn’t raise up any type of suspicion, however, as one highly sensitive to vibration I had detected the negative energy within more ways than one as I watched the vileness as it sprung out from the business card and traveled within the atmosphere.

Immediately, I removed the business card from the house and threw it into the outside garbage can and three days later the guy that brought the card his car had broke down and eventually he had to get another vehicle. He was stopped dead in his tracks.

reflectionHis mother also had the nerve to get involved because among their kind they wanted to get in on the conspiracy and possibly be the ones responsible for having the ammunition to take me and my mother down in order to gain that street-trash credit that entertains the junkie mindset.

In another endeavor the silly bitch had sent her son back over to our home this time with some yarn that was conjured. As I was crocheting I felt the negative energy after it had left out of the acrylic threading enter into my leg, nothing happened though, when he left I threw the yarn away so he’d be non the wiser yet he knew that there was no desired result because, along with other failed attempts by many others, when he had gotten home he asked his mother, “Why can’t nothing happen to her?”

And his mother told him as she had to face the truth, “That is just the way that it is”.