Born With Second-Sight/Extra Sensory Perception
Expressing My God-Given Spiritual Gifts
Yesterday afternoon before work, I sat in a lounge chair in a neighbor’s backyard.
As I sat in the sun, I enjoyed the beauty of the day as I was automatically in tuned to the energy around me.
So much speaks within the sky, the air, the breeze, the trees, the grass, the flowers, the waters.
There is so much life within nature. Nature is a connection to life.
As far as Michael Gonzalez (and any other low-scale no-good nigger from the past who wanted me, did not deserve me, could not have me), and other undesirable (individuals who are trash) people from the distant past in my old neighborhood who were jealous of my character, talents, intelligence while they had set out to tarnish my name, cross up my body, bind up my spirit and other negative deeds from childhood to adulthood through black magic/witchcraft they all failed within their outcomes.
I won against them all and everybody knows it!
As one who was always steps ahead of them- having advantage over them spiritually and mentally through spirit, wisdom and knowledge there is no way they could ever conquer me.
I am on an entirely whole different level within mind, soul, energy, and destiny.
I am a true testimony. People cannot understand the things I have been through from an early age and how I came through as a lovely, sturdy, beautiful flower to bloom vibrantly.
It just goes to show the power and nature of the divine spirit-energy that fully resides within me.
I have always been a fighter, a survivor. I always will be.
P.S. A little note: Evildoers never get away with the dirt that they do or try to do- that is a fact. Either they will pay some day in this realm or permanently within the next! –latoya lawrence
My Ancestors, Orishas, Special Spirits, and Spirit Guides:
For time and time again, you all have never let me down; you’ve always had my back, no matter what. You all never fail to come through for me, and I love you all dearly.
Power to the great universe!
I was told a long time ago that I’m supposed to have the things that I want.
All through out my life I indeed have usually gotten what I wanted most of the time just by the act of wishing or thinking about something.
My desires didn’t even have to be intensely felt in order for me to receive them they just had to be sincere.
I was given what I wanted either swiftly or at an appropriate later time.
Everything is still the same for me till this very day no matter how old I get. I still have that special luck and blessings, that part in which came along with me being born with a caul.
I never asked for much and I never took anything for granted. These gestures have been touching and of deep contemplation to my sincerest regard. The energy within the universe has been kind, caring and generous toward me.
The connection and the protection from my ancestors has been phenomenal. The solicitous attention from my orishas has been noteworthy.
Even while all through out my life certain individuals have tried to interfere and delay my opportunities and prospects because they were discontent with how things always worked out for certain family members and I.
We utilized our talents and knowledge as we were ambitious and independent whereas those who were envious and jealous couldn’t.
Nevertheless, we kept on going. And as we continued to persevere we consistently had spiritual back up clearing our pathways and heading us within even better, and more inspiring directions.
The road wasn’t always smooth, however, during the intermittent bumps we were hit with intangible advantages.
One’s patience can wear out yet I learned that the endurance is necessary sometimes to work out all of the specific kinks.
People don’t realize the depth of how they’re killing themselves within the process of trying to hinder someone else.
They know far down inside they will pay the consequences but the severity gets harsher with each unsavory action done among them toward us and toward others.
When they transition and reach the lower depths of hell they’ll have to face the reality they’re trying to escape through their current delusions.
People shouldn’t go around messing with people of spirit and people of a decent nature there is no escape when what they’ve sown comes to ruthlessly fetch.
I woke up feeling wonderful. The vibration around me is fantastic. I always generated and exuberated excellent energy when the unsavory weren’t trying to mask or to block the beauty of my aura and magnetism with unnatural influence.
Those who are not distinctly spiritually inclined don’t understand intrisnic spiritual connection, the state of actually living within spirit, and having spirit live within one incessantly.
The inborn apathetic nature that I possess toward things in which are generally considered interesting, exciting, moving, challenging, or devastating is mind boggling to some.
Every individual is different, however, when one is at a higher level of intellect and spiritual consciousness they are not affected by things in the way of the ordinary.
In general, certain people on the outside looking in at another or their situation often interpret things to be much worse off than what they actually are when things aren’t really as bad as they think, or aren’t bad at all, depending on their own level of perception and what they exactly believe to be.
People are quick to make judgements upon what they no nothing about, simply going by what they immediately speculate and what they are frequently accustomed to.
So when those of us who are deeply connected to spirit are happy and content at times, or within circumstances, in which others feel or determine that we shouldn’t be it is because we have that inner voice of wisdom and discernment and are able to see and recognize the true reality of our conditions, and the happenings within life, as well as the life that surrounds us.
The bottom line is those who aren’t genuinely happy or at peace within themselves and within their own lives don’t like to see or want to hear about those of us who genuinely are living good with internal pleasure.
Go after what you want. Don’t let anybody stop you!
Take what’s yours! It doesn’t belong to anyone else.
Guard your purpose like the tenacity and fury of a wild bull.
Unleash the warrior inside of you. Let that powerful force reign.
You are a conqueror! -miss latoya
The darkness cannot overpower the light and when our light shines the darkness can no longer cast it’s shadow. -miss latoya
Are you genuinely happy inside? It is a question that only we are able to answer and define for ourselves as happiness means different things to a variety of people.
I can honestly say that I am very happy inside and I have been that way for a very long time now.
I have a joy and a peace of mind that no one gave to me, and a peace and joy, in which no one can take away from me.
We have the capacity and the spirit to be happy and healthy in the midst of any type of negativity because the negativity of others and the negative energy within the world does not belong to those of us who are not of its bleak vibration.
We take from our situations to make the circumstance work out to our own advantage and to the best of our interest. In no fashion should we let or allow an unsavory situation or event to comprise us into its desolate condition.
To have a healthy and highly functional mind In this day and age seems to be a curse with all of the twisted and misdirected chaos reigning upon the world.
Nevertheless, I stay innately dedicated to nurturing the state and condition of mind, body, and spirit.
Ever since I was a teen I took the path that lead to the route of vitality, and that meant staying away from toxic people as well as toxic foods, and other hazardous elements in which caused a threat to one’s happiness and well-being.
These were inborn survival tendencies.
I understand people who don’t like other people because I was always one of those people.
I understand not caring about them, not wanting to be around them, not having any respect for them, or their existence.
A lot of people tend to be trouble and cause problems through conflicting modes of personality and behavior, especially the ones who keep up a constant disturbance.
People will make you not like them, but it is certain types of people who fit into this category.
Some people give off an energy that we just don’t take to.
When we’re surrounded by people of a corresponding vibration who are equivalent or analogous within mentality we are more apt to connect with them.
Like-minded and relatable people usually have a decent or harmonious appeal toward one another.
Overall health is very important and it is mandatory to take care of one’s own self within all aspects of life. We must watch what we put into our bodies, watch what we do with our bodies, and watch who and where we place our bodies around.
Keep away from the wrong foods and beverages, keep away from activities that are not suitable or beneficial, keep away from people, places, and things that do not promote peace, power, and protection.
Energy and vibration is key to living and feeling well and the advantage of wellness is the profit of living a lifetime full of good well-being.
My mother had me when she was twenty-two years old and we became very close as we bonded immediately after I was born.
We’ve been through a lot together enduring circumstances in which many would not have survived and coming out sustained within a fashion that has caused some to wonder and to be amazed.
My mother and I have battled a very long way from the negativity directed towards us by envious, jealous, and unsavory people in specific.
My mother and I both constantly held our ground and we continue to stand.
Hooray to Peace, power, love, and protection.
Yesterday evening the sky flashed with dangerous lightening, roared with violent thunder, and poured down heavy rain.
The cloudiness of the weather carried over into today as I took another trip into the city.
I again rode the train to Manhattan. The afternoon atmosphere wasn’t as exciting as the Monday evening vibe. It was dull and boring this time around.
Cloudy, hot, and dreary was the impact of the weather within the environment but it didn’t put a total damper on the mood.
I had a pleasant visit at the place where I had to go.
On the way home I stopped off at Whole Foods and purchased something to eat and ate while I traveled on the train ride back to Queens. The food I picked out was good, as usual.
There are people who genuinely do experience supernatural phenomena on a daily basis yet hide it from other people.
Some of these people need someone to talk to as they have questions and concerns, and some are just curious or find the circumstances surrounding our lives interesting.
Nevertheless, one way or another, it’s good to be aware this situation actually does exist.
Of course, this is not a topic for everyday discussion among the majority and not for everyone to speak about to just anyone.
However, a lot would not be able to handle the backlash of ridicule, mockery, criticism, patronizing and judgments from others who are in disbelief or who are not open to or interested in such things.
I understand completely, the world can be cruel and ruthless and no one should undergo a mental or emotional beat down on account of being contrary to what is usual.
So where do these people with paranormal abilities who don’t have anyone in their corner go?
To other people like themselves if they’re willing to share and exchange instances.
I express within my writings as the energies within spirit inspire, guide, motion, and drive out vibration from me accordingly unto the universe.
Do I worry about how I’m perceived or called out to be, if so? Hell no!
I’ve been called many things all for nothing as I was growing up just for not being like everyone else why should I care what anyone else says or thinks because I have a gift?
Boldness is just a trait I was born with. I’ve never been shy when it came to self expression and doing what I wanted to do. I don’t fear opposition, I dare, and challenge it.
I’m proud of who I am and I’ll talk and write about what I want to write about!
When spirit manifests through me and urges me to put out a message, I will exercise and utilize my vehicles, and I don’t care who doesn’t like it.
As I’ve said before all through out my life people have taken turns and worked negativity against me and I’ve always been aware of it.
There was always more than one person on my block involved in the later witchcraft attacks other than the dumb whore bitches (Lizette and Doritta) who lived across the street from me at the time, of course, as it was a neighborhood thing spread about with different sick and jealous people.
There was one neighbor’s house I passed by one morning years ago (2011) where someone in the home snapped a photo of me. I noticed the flash of the camera from the front livingroom picture window. Some time later, one of the occupants who lived in the house (one of the guys who raped my aunt back in the 1980’s by the name of Larry Butler) called out to me as I came home from work. I ignored the asshole.
He was scared. He and others had used satanic rituals in order to break my protection and failed as I and my energy was too strong and powerful. Their rituals backfired and now one of the assholes (who I and him were never on any speaking terms) had called out to me by my name out of fear and desperation.
He had told on himself when he did that. And I had already known everything because I had felt everything they were doing in the process while it was actually happening.
I am and always was blessed within many ways at the same time had to undergo unnatural encounters just because of the person that I am.
I’m glad not to be average and that I’m unique in my own right. I don’t owe anyone anything and I didn’t ask to come into this world to share within a life with other human beings with different natures and various mindsets.
The Lord did me no favor whatsoever as in my dreams when I sleep display and explain more beauty and meaning than on this earthly plane that he created.
God didn’t ask my permission in order for me to come here so I don’t need his while I have to remain here. Like I said, he didn’t do me any favor, this world isn’t a paradise that I should be ever so grateful to exist in.
The world in its dreadful condition is grotesquely overpopulated as it is with all kinds of shit. From disgusting insects to disgusting animals, disgusting principalities, and disgusting people.
Life is often times strange, unfair, and full of circumstantial misinterpretation and situations that compromise the lives of people on account of the ignorance or biases of others.
It seemed irresponsible to me to have us all here on the earth together why not keep the compatible in one section and the incompatible in other sections let everyone have their own suitable accomodating place of habitat.
Why be made to live a life or in a condition that one truly doesn’t want to be in? I loathe God, I truly do, and for more reasons than one, and I feel so insulted to be one that was created in his perverted formation of a plan.
From the beginning by designing a man and a woman to be together and to have sex, and having to have sex to have children, is all a turn off to me. Cutting up animals in the old days to atone for a sin since the wages for transgressions was death there had to be bloodshed so finally Jesus eventually came and did the ultimate sacrifice, all a bunch of sick shit to me.
But I guess I’m suppose to be crazy for not liking or agreeing with a God and within the fashion in which he made things to occur.
One thing is for certain and that is that I genuinely do love myself. When I look back on my life as a child I’ve noticed how disrespected I was by God and how I never trusted in him because I knew deep down inside that he was no good.
He disrespected me and my life one time too many by altering my destiny, using his trash to assist him, and by placing too many undesirables within my pathways, knowing the extent of my hatred toward them.
I always wondered who the fuck he thought he was as I never thought too highly of him or his reasoning. As I have the gifts to see I never saw anything special or perfect within him.
It is said that God makes no mistakes and if that is so that is a dangerous reality. At least if he made errors I could give him the benefit of the doubt but since his intentions are meant as what is suppose to be right it shows me just how wrong he is as a creator.
God is a disgrace and it clearly shows within his creation.
It seems to me I’m too headstrong for him whereas his trash caters to his demented teachings as they are twisted too.
If his words are so true why am I happier without him? If his words are so true why do I have peace of mind without him? If his words are so true why is the energy around me good without him?
I didn’t began to really live until I recognized my true love and light and separated myself from God’s oppressing grip and because I’ve broken free (years ago) and confirmed his unsavory nature he doesn’t want me to live the life that I am suppose to fully receive.
So even though he adheres to keep me stuck in a rut the rut does not adhere to stick to my spirit.
I’d rather live my life within truth, love, and strength and be cheated from what I truly deserve than to live within lies, unhappiness, and weakness just to be given an abundance of riches for being a mindless flunky only to serve and praise a God that is not worthy to be glorified.
If one could take away God’s power where would that leave him if he didn’t have all that supernatural weight to throw around and bully with? If he was void of his mighty energy to manifest how many would fear him then? -miss latoya lawrence
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Self love is self awareness and self care. Self respect is self esteem and self value, and both these regards generate from a cemented foundation solidly built from deep within.
Love, peace, and happiness is a state of extreme wellness and fulfillment that cannot be taken away when it comes from a spiritually rooted area or place.
Inside its dwelling homes many rooms where beds are surrounded in harmonious abode.
The doors do not open up for intruders and the windows do not shut down over the uninvited.
Our house stands motionless when rhythmically chaperoning away guest who are not permitted or welcomed. -miss latoya
The harmonious melody of love, loyalty, and peace of mind.
Lucky are we who are fortunate enough to have true peace within our minds, our home is a place of comfort and joy.
Lucky are we who have true love within our hearts, our home is a place of laughter and warmth.
Lucky are we who have true loyalty within our surroundings our home is a place of liberation and security.
For we are truly blessed- miss latoya
I knew a lady that was a psychic years ago and she had read for me a couple of times. She was a mother of two and told me that she had been reading people’s fortunes since the age of seven.
It seems that many of us that have the gift of second-sight know and are aware at a very early age of our certain abilities even if we do not perform them so young we demonstrate our capacities within the other activities of everyday life.
This psychic had told me that my psychic abilities were very intuitive the very first time I went to her and I hadn’t mentioned a word to her or given her any indication of my preternatural capabilities. I was in my early twenties back then.
As we come into contact with people and energies we get vibes thoughts and messages that come into our minds to give us information that is sometimes later confirmed.
I remember laying in my bed one day back during that time and a notion had spoken to me in reference to this psychic that I’ll call Iris.
The impression stated that she probably has to travel back to her country to get power.
After a year from then had passed, I phoned Iris’s home to schedule another appointment for a reading when her husband answered the phone.
I had told him who I was and he remembered me. He stayed on the phone with me for quite a while as we talked about why I had called and he revealed to me that his wife was away as she periodically goes back to her country to get power.
There it was. My premonition confirmed by his very words.
Years after I stopped seeing her, which wasn’t too often to begin with, she told me that she was from Brazil as I ran into her once again.
The thing about it is that real power cannot be gotten and considered authentic because it isn’t. Now this lady did actually have a gift of reading psychically as she was one of the most accurate I had come across as to the few others I had been to back then.
However, any type of power that one has to receive through animal sacrifice or a type of ritual ceremony is not of their own and not a genuine attribute.
It is just borrowed demonic energy that only lasts temporarily and will not hold up for long.
Natural born inherent spiritual power is what is truly valid and cemented as our power is a manifestation of our own constant generating field of intangible energy within connection to the universe.
Through automatic writing, the words are unplanned within me.
A continuing saga, that never ceases to be.
Quite mysterious yet serious, it all calls out to me.
I love the way it makes me, the magical places it takes me.
Spirit inspired me to create another blog that expresses and promotes wellness as I am back in the mode to write and have the time in between time.
(https://authenticexpression.food.blog/)
I have quite a few interests.
I am a multi-tasker and have those multi talents just like a lot of other people out there in the world and it is important to utilize those abilities if one is hit with inspiration.
Talent and creativity shouldn’t be wasted even if it is just a hobby it is important to let out inner voice and vision even if we don’t know where it will lead us.
Energy puts us into motion and the vibe guides us along the way. No matter what one is motivated to do be sure to exercise and to nurture it too.
Expiriment and explore, then is when we open up the door.
Once we get inside, we don’t tend to get discouraged because during our times of fulfillment, the force has us wanting more.
Born With Second-Sight/Extra Sensory Perception 