I Attract To Me The Powers That Be

 

 

On Tuesday morning, I was enveloped in the invisible vapor of soothing, magnetic energy that innately surrounded me.

As I stood in the fresh air to breathe in nature my inner voice of spirit spoke to me.

I love it when essence calls out to personally connect.

To live out the authenticity of who I am unbound by any restraint or by typical earthly conditioning. A commonality that does not radiate within the harmony of what I am innately aligned to.

A reflection of my identity reflecting at me to revel within the truth of individual existence.

Sustained by the force of a life arrangement that constantly maintains me.

 

 

 

New Year’s Eve/New Year’s Day

 

There were the usual fireworks before and after the stroke of midnight.

It began mildly right before 9:30pm while I was lying down in the middle of watching a good movie.

I drifted off to sleep shortly awakening at five minutes before the New Year hit.

I arose, while my television still played, I had missed the movie I was initially into, exiting out of the third one that began to play.

The second film ended as I got up.

I will resume the other movie later today after I go back to sleep.

I cooked a satisfying meal earlier in the evening on the Eve so all I wanted was some mandarin oranges.

From around 2am to now I have been watching entertaining episodes of the 2002 remake of the Twilight Zone series hosted by Forest Whitaker.

The series is all new to me again compared to when I watched it years ago as I vaguely remember most of the chilling/thrilling short stories- if I even saw them all.

It is 4:30am as I write this moment.

The fireworks were not too bad. After midnight is when there was a continuance of blasts, but it has been very quiet for a few hours now.

 

The Thrill Is Gone

 

Every year for some reason I get the “feel” of Christmas in the air a few months ahead of time before the actual event comes to be.

The season hits me in a wave.

The instance is nowhere near the nature of essence that the Christmas season as well as other holidays used to bring decades ago.

I remember when Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year’s and Easter felt like what they represented in the ways they were celebrated within society.

For many years, and nowadays, the holidays have been just average, ordinary days compared to the sensation of what they used to give. There is nothing special about the occasion anymore.

The energy is just not the same and it never will be.

As a child, when I was coming up along with the generations before me, we could not wait until Christmas came. And not solely because of the presents and gifts but because of the ambience and the warmth of the festivities that went along with the vibrations of people.

Streets were lit up, department stores, schools and other establishments would go all out with decorations that set the mood for everything around us.

Christmas was a fun occurrence; Thanksgiving was carried out to the same extent as Christmas, yet Christmas was always a bigger event.

Easter was fun, coloring hard-boiled eggs, filling our baskets with grass and candy- going on hidden egg hunts.

New Year’s was brought in with exciting home gatherings, and resolutions were endeavored to be made even though we never kept to them as we had planned.

 

Cozy October Nights

 

All throughout this month of October, certain television stations and movie apps have been showing horror, suspense, and thriller movies as they do every year in regard to Halloween.

As a kid, I liked all kinds of films, but horror movies were my favorite.

I am not into horror the way I used to be back then, although I still would appreciate or enjoy a good quality film of thrill and chill if I were to come across one nowadays that could appeal to my taste.

I have watched a few classic horror movies from when I was a teen recently that brought back nostalgic interest, fun, and even laughter.