My Third Eye 👁

 

My third eye has been open and clear since I was a youngster.

Although I did not exactly know there was a name for it back then I thought as a child that the ability to see visions was something that everybody had.

I learned differently as I grew older.

The third eye has been very helpful and enlightening for me throughout my life.

I have been safeguarded from the negative intentions of certain others as well as protected from dangerous situations by seeing things for how they really are instead of how they appear to be or falsely portrayed to be by others and circumstance.

Viewing things that manifest themselves from the spiritual realm unseen here by others into the physical realm along with the emitting of magnetic vibrational waves that traverse through dimensions.

My third eye has opened me up to extraordinary intuitive insight into occurrences indecipherable to the ordinary senses of normal range.

I as one born with Second Sight naturally grasp what generates from the outer world into the inner mind’s eye which connects to my spirit.

I understand the meaning gained from the intangible connections that link together within this sphere and state of being.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Messages From Dreams🕊🕊🕊

 

At times, dreams are just irrepressible creations of the mind.

Nothing more than subconscious reactions, deep hidden thoughts, reflective stimulus, or a series of recollection relating images of reality or a seemingly form of illusion.

The instance results from random or deliberate states of consciousness into sensation within imagination.

Other times, dreams are passageways into the unknown. Ethereal connections of preternatural inspections.

In dreams, we may occasionally or constantly encounter access into the spirit realm.

We may experience visitations from those who currently dwell throughout spaces there.

These dreams of vision often come with lessons and messages attached to be learned from, gathered, then applied to present life events that could be tied to all aspects of time occurring from the past up to what is now ahead.– latoya lawrence 

 

 

A Finally Closed Chapter

 

There was no mistake at me getting hired by and working for Amazon in 2021.

I knew in hindsight that the relatively short ten months spent there I was never meant to stay. It was just another steppingstone for me to step upon and to pass through.

It was not a mistake that I encountered and met Michael Gonzalez either.

People like him want or expect people like me to be lower than what we are.

When we do not display preconceived notions of how or what they feel we should be they prefer to view us as thinking that we are better than we are, that we are purely riding on ego by having an exaggerated opinion of ourselves and/or capabilities.

I know how some people of this type of nature think, feel, and respond when it comes to people like us who are on a higher vibration, wavelength/level of intelligence, and substance of character.

There has always been a clash of energy between people like him, or people even worse than him, and me.

They see nothing wrong with themselves as they relate to one another in character, disposition, nature and mindset.

And they probably are good for one another but they need to stay in their place and let us live in peace because we are nothing like them in thinking or way of incentive.

This is why there is often miscommunication, misunderstanding, and unnecessary conflict.

They put on facades to camouflage as being the ones who are “better” (For my current lack of a better word at this moment as I write this. Maybe a suitable alternative word will come to me later, long after this post is completed and has already been published. I could later edit, yet maybe I did use the correct term after all) classifying us as the ones who are lesser. When indeed they already know the real deal although they do not want to accept or come to terms with it.

People such as myself do not go around thinking that we are better than everybody. That accusation among people we consider trash is ridiculous. And it does not make any sense.

There is a huge world out there with diversity and variety that contribute their own uniqueness or distinction.

However, it is a fact that there are higher quality of people out there in comparison to others (and I am one of them) and it has nothing to do with a professional title or occupational position that one has, how much money or material possessions someone has, the type of educational degree one may have and etc…

A penniless bum or homeless person in the street can be higher mentally or spiritually than any professor or doctor.

That person may have just fell on hard times or did not have or was not granted the same opportunities that others may have had.

It is about who and what we are made up of in heart, mind, and spirit. Some people are just demonic or knuckleheaded in nature and spiritually inclined individuals can pick that up keenly.

Since childhood my spirit did not take well to certain types of people. I am not perfect myself but I was always a good, decent person who was on the level and who never went around starting trouble or bothering anybody. A lot of people will back that up too if they are honest.

The reason I may come off as harsh and intense toward them is because I have had many encounters of firsthand experience with them and know the depth of their mentality, their behavior, and the sicknesses many of them have that have not been diagnosed due to a lot of them not being called out or even recognized by their actions. There are so many of them that have influence over the world that to justify their accepted unscrupulous flaws they unjustly come down on us as the ones who deserve the consequences that unethically result from their disapproval to bring us down to their level or lower.

It is all about control and their fear of facing the inadequacy within themselves.

They resort to all sort of underhanded tactics in attempts to hinder, block, or destroy those who are really meant to rise, succeed, excel, or who were just meant to live the life that was comfortably meant for them to live. Simple and quiet. However, miserable people do not enjoy to see others happy and not going through the same predicament they may be residing in.

For years I had these types who had backgrounds of drug use and so on in effort to invade upon my life. It is always those who have tons of dirt on them and are used as Maytags/Flunkies to try to bring those who are a threat in some way or who they are envious and jealous of down.

I never had problems with other people who were of genuine class or decency- and the thing about it is these people did not personally know me and I never hung out with them. It was people who I was pointed out to or who knew of me from the neighborhood and I am not the only one who has gone through this.

They do it to people who have things going on for themselves- and when you are really smart and you are not friendly towards them forget about it!

That was my problem.

Since I strongly absorb energy, I know who to trust, who not to trust, who is good, who is not so good. It is not healthy or desirable for me to be around certain types of people.

Even when people of their kind whether male or female liked me as a person, I used to hate it because I really did not want them to like me. I did not like their kind coming around me. I had no problem with courtesy. There were times I would be rude because these people do not know how to back off as they do not understand that we do not see them the way they see themselves. And just because we see them as nothing does not mean that they see themselves as nobodies.

And when it came to guys who were romantically interested it really was a turn-off because I knew we were not cut from the same cloth. We were not similar or of the same nature.

Mating with one of them type of people can literally/physically mess up one’s body if you are a woman. I would never carry a child by one of them mixing with them is not good. A lot of people do not know this. Who would want to intertwine with one of them?

Some of them try to get with people of substance purposely to either drown out our bloodline of substance or to improve theirs through another generation.

Their seed is morbid- I cannot get into that right now it is another entire subject but a legitimate one dealing with spiritual truths. I have already written more than what was intended as I just had wanted to get straight to the point as well as to offer detail to thoroughly explain certain points.

Nevertheless, the incident with Michael has come to a close. I still feel him (his energy) because on his part he is still in the picture. I have felt people for years who still had or kept me in thought for reasons that pertained to situations. But on my part, I gained what I further needed from a spiritual aspect of a tie that had been chasing me for decades that needed to finally be completely severed.

I do not know why things must sometimes take place with particular people we cross paths with and it is not always for us to figure out just as long as we understand.

Whatever had to happen or take place I am glad now that the energy around me is keeping the negative people away from me and possibly giving a signal off to them in a vibe for them not to like me. This is excellent for them to stay away from me.

This is what I had always wanted from the get-go. That is part of why witchcraft was put on me in the first place. To allow negative people and unwanted/unnatural occurrence to invade my life and territory to change the original destiny ordained to me.

When I interact day to day it is how life is supposed to be. It has been this way for a while now but it only gets better.

I am grateful for the other gifted people I met who could see what went on along with those on my level in my personal life who are also aware of how these people operate.

It is an unfortunate part of life.

I often wondered if this was part of my purpose here on earth.

No matter what I went through on account of sick people I have remained true to myself, and a better version of myself discovering potentials I did not know I had until it was revealed to me.

Negative people were unable to break me.

Negative people will always be out there-their same ignorant, trouble causing energy but for the most part this chapter of my life has come to an end.

Spirit will use me through my writing as one who has experienced a lot to serve as a resource and expression of power through the connection I innately have to the universe.

 

 

🕶Mindful And Watchful👀

 

There are a lot of good and sensible people in the world.

The world is also full of a lot of sick, no-good individuals too. I know firsthand I even had a few in my family.

People will dislike others for no sound reason other than for pure meanness. People irrationally strike out for all sought of reasons to cause harm to those who have done nothing to them.

This is a dangerous world. As we live, work, enjoy ourselves in this life- we should never get so carefree or distracted to forget to be on guard.

One does not have to look over one’s shoulder every second or minute of the day, but vigilant enough to take heed while we use our instinct and radar.

Never act out in haste or impulse unnecessarily.

Everyone is not a threat just because something may seem off or a little weird yet evaluate a situation if the moment allows one to.

We humans are not perfect. We can make mistakes and have misunderstandings; these situations take place all the time- it is no biggie.

Pay attention, respectfully mind one’s own business, but listen to all things going on around one. If there is a need or courtesy for intervention into a matter or being polite- show kindness or be helpful to someone who is in need.

Stay in positive vibe with the universe. Always opting for peace and harmony through energy.

May everyday be blessed. –latoya lawrence 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Who Cares? I Never Did!

 

My mother and I never ran to anybody. People always came to us.

We’d be on the steps of our house chilling out in the summer or spring listening to music on our stereo/cassette/CD boombox only to draw small groups of people from time to time who enjoyed our company.

Those around me knew nothing bothered me, especially in the sense of bullshit.

I noticed in the 90’s how I was not thinking anything those in my age group were thinking or some who were older as far as mindset.

I did not care what anyone was doing or what was going on with anybody either, yet a lot of them were worried about what was going on in my life since they were enviously judging me for the things that I was not doing.

This is another reason why these certain sickos resorted to witchcraft. They wanted to get inside of my head to try to bother me with lies they made up and other things that would not ordinarily bother me- usual things that would bother them and bring them down.

Negative people do not like who they consider goody two shoes who they feel are too good to be true.

Negative people do not like anyone or anything that reminds them of how messed up they really are.

A lot of them think or believe that they know everything when they know nothing at all but ignorance. One must go down to their pathetic level for them to understand where one is coming from or what one is talking about.

Nevertheless, I am not one to stoop that low.

Why care to explain anything to airhead individuals who are unable to learn any better aside from doing underhanded dirt?

I ignored most of the garbage (trash people).

I acted as if they were not even there as I hated their existence to begin with.

They were never anything to me- their kind never will be.

 

Ready For The Next Level

 

I can feel the calm force of being naturally carried by the universe.

The energy taking control- guiding and nurturing for future training and growth.

New experiences of advancement into discovery and design upon the horizon.

Binding and blocking out any interference, keeping opposing hindrances at a distance.

It is time to breathe the breath of wonderful life-changing events.

 

One Within Nature

 

Yesterday afternoon before work, I sat in a lounge chair in a neighbor’s backyard.

As I sat in the sun, I enjoyed the beauty of the day as I was automatically in tuned to the energy around me.

So much speaks within the sky, the air, the breeze, the trees, the grass, the flowers, the waters.

There is so much life within nature. Nature is a connection to life.

 

I Attract To Me The Powers That Be

 

 

On Tuesday morning, I was enveloped in the invisible vapor of soothing, magnetic energy that innately surrounded me.

As I stood in the fresh air to breathe in nature my inner voice of spirit spoke to me.

I love it when essence calls out to personally connect.

To live out the authenticity of who I am unbound by any restraint or by typical earthly conditioning. A commonality that does not radiate within the harmony of what I am innately aligned to.

A reflection of my identity reflecting at me to revel within the truth of individual existence.

Sustained by the force of a life arrangement that constantly maintains me.

 

 

 

Conditions In Life🌹

 

There are things in life that happen for a reason. We must let situations run their course.

No one gets away with anything when they are unjustified in their actions. Even if they seem to.

I have seen time and again people will get what is coming to them either by their own misdeeds that backfire on them or through the universal laws of nature- sometimes both.

God is on the throne no one will escape their deliberate treacherous behavior.

Life is a constant battle of good versus evil.

Ones who are on the correct team or path will prevail.

Life is energy, energy is life.

Make room and adjustments for spirit- and spirit will solicitously grant accommodations unto you.

 

 

 

 

Supernatural Affects/Effects 🕊

 

People gaslight and play heads games to control one.

It is also an attempt used in black magic to weaken the senses unnaturally through spiritual manipulation.

A strong mind or spirit is not overcome by witchcraft.

However, if some become spiritually entangled when targeted and encounter certain effects it does not necessarily mean that they are weak.

There are strong people for whatever reason who may have adverse reactions when targeted but they come through and survive as there are other life factors involved that have contributed to their dilemma which- to those who lack knowledge- appear as if the negativity worked, conquered, or had some type of influence. This is not the case at all.

There may be a tug of war or struggle with some, or no battle at all- just a recognition of what is happening- depending on mood, energy, environment etc…. Yet there is no true affectation just an experience to learn and take heed from.

 

He/Him🕯

 

I am not going to write every time an incident with asshole happens or occurs.

Some people are foolish enough to believe that if or when someone does not react to or mention a subject, incident, or matter that one is not informed or cognizant of the event- which is not the case in many situations and circumstances.

Though when spirit moves me to write I will oblige as there is purpose to these and other inspirations that manifest through all my literature.

But so far, according to the energy that I currently feel- even though he has wasted his time trying to do negative spiritual work against me- it finally seems that he may be waning off in certain areas of projection.

This has happened before though; he will get distracted only to continue to become occupied with me some more.

Even when those who put-up blocks in attempt to prevent one from knowing or feeling their energy or what they are doing my energy overrides enabling me to see beyond the scope.

Dark forces cannot blind out positive light.

Sometimes it is our own good energy that will put up blocks against others for protection and/or spiritual wellness.

Of course, I do not care about his infatuation, jealousy, and/or resentment toward me but as a gifted person I will always “know” and “feel” as to be warned or to be made aware of people and occurrence as I always have since childhood.

 

The Magic Within Me

 

When I was a little girl my mother said I and the things I used to do was like magic- she told me she always knew I had a special gift.

Over sixteen years ago when jealous adversaries were doing Brujeria against me most of them did not know what they were doing or who they were messing with.

They tried to work in opposition toward me within a supernatural system that was naturally made to work for and within me to my advantage.

Such fools they were! Nothing but silly puppets being pulled by the strings of the devil.

Half the time they were getting high on top of already having dead brain cells.

Low scale/low-class trash often sets out to destroy those of quality.

It is an age-old story.

I had experienced it since my youth, yet I had that ever-burning fire inside of me. The ability of connection within spirit, the forces to conquer them all.

 

The Thrill Is Gone

 

Every year for some reason I get the “feel” of Christmas in the air a few months ahead of time before the actual event comes to be.

The season hits me in a wave.

The instance is nowhere near the nature of essence that the Christmas season as well as other holidays used to bring decades ago.

I remember when Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year’s and Easter felt like what they represented in the ways they were celebrated within society.

For many years, and nowadays, the holidays have been just average, ordinary days compared to the sensation of what they used to give. There is nothing special about the occasion anymore.

The energy is just not the same and it never will be.

As a child, when I was coming up along with the generations before me, we could not wait until Christmas came. And not solely because of the presents and gifts but because of the ambience and the warmth of the festivities that went along with the vibrations of people.

Streets were lit up, department stores, schools and other establishments would go all out with decorations that set the mood for everything around us.

Christmas was a fun occurrence; Thanksgiving was carried out to the same extent as Christmas, yet Christmas was always a bigger event.

Easter was fun, coloring hard-boiled eggs, filling our baskets with grass and candy- going on hidden egg hunts.

New Year’s was brought in with exciting home gatherings, and resolutions were endeavored to be made even though we never kept to them as we had planned.

 

Today

 

At work today, I took temperature, blood pressure, respiration, and I monitored sugar for a diabetic client of mine. 
 
I bandage-wrapped my client’s legs, served food, and assisted with a shower. 
 
Afterwards, I offered companionship and watched a movie on my break. 
 
I had a wonderful day, and I honestly had a great entire week! 

 

 

 

Recuperated

 

I feel so much better! 
 
My congestion has disappeared, and my cough has subsided tremendously. 
 
I have healed from my bronchitis. 
 
Aside from drinking herbal teas, I ate three varieties of hot soup for three days in a row. 
 
I remember as a child when my bronchitis would act up my mother would use a vaporizer to steam up the room to help loosen up the mucus in my lungs and sinuses, and so on. 
 
My mommy took such good care of me! 
 
She also used to rub my chest and back with Vick’s Vaporizer Rub. 
 
I am back to my old high-spirited self, minus the chronic, annoying cough that was getting on my nerves. 

 

 
 
 
 

This Second Week Of November

 

This past Monday when I left for work, I was burning up in my jacket and sweater. It felt like a hot summer.

There were even the usual people walking around who had shorts on, and the like, quick to take off their clothes during a beautiful off-season day of heat.

I kept myself jacketed and zipped up.

The next day, Tuesday, it was very cold outside. On Wednesday, it was still quite chilly.

On Thursday I did not go out.

On Friday, it was cloudy, but the temperature was nice. It rained hard after I arrived at my job. I got drenched in the evening on my way home.

Today, Saturday morning, the ground was damp from the night before (last night), but the sun was out, and the weather was comfortable (gorgeous) outside.

 

 

 

A Precognitive Dream In Regard To Amazon

 

I had a dream about Steven Ellmore last night or during the wee hours. 
 
I was not even thinking about this guy.

However, those of us who have gifts don’t have to be thinking of or anywhere around someone to receive or to pick up messages of information concerning them or a situation, especially when it is regarding ourselves. 
 
In the dream, he came to me to apologize to me. 

As he acknowledged and expressed regret for his mistake, he offered, on behalf of the establishment that he is affiliated with a luxury property, to offer me to permanently reside by choice as a one-time immediate offer. 
 
I was filled with too much gloat over the fact that I had never done wrong to begin with to accept.

I was more preoccupied with how Steven had tried to put something on me that was never there, only to find out how foolish he was. 
 
Supposedly, a customer of Asian descent claimed I said something to her in the Chinese language-which I have never spoken and do not understand. I do not know any words in the Chinese language. 
 
That was the first clue of his arrogance and stupidity that I had explained to him. Yet, he acted as if he did not want to believe it. 
 
Either the situation was a set-up, the customer was mentally ill, or just flat out lied. I did not care one way or the other. 
 
What pissed me off, and a fast way to get on my bad side is to lie on me or to accuse me of something that I did not say or do- and that goes for anybody! 
 
Whatever the nature of this misunderstanding or if this is regarding some other incident or circumstance, it has been cleared up. 

This is not the first time I have gotten spiritual messages of myself being vindicated in this Amazon nonsense that was all nothing, but a result of others’ jealousy directed towards me.

Certain people have always, and will always be jealous or intimidated by me.
 
I did not accept Steven’s offer or his apology. The “I told you so” was enough satisfaction for me. 
 
This was a precognitive dream. There is meaning behind it. 
 
Some dreams play out exactly how  
they were revealed or shown.

Some dreams have a hidden meaning that needs to be interpreted through what is shown.

They may not necessarily play out identically, though the details portray actual events and the disposition  
of others in relation to what was revealed. 

Some dreams even show another person in place of the person in question whereas we have to distinguish who is actually being acknowledged.

There are many examples of lessons to be gained from this vision.

I was able to read a lot from what I gathered, and in fact, the information was enlightening on both parts. 

On my part, I think the spirit was telling me not to behave disdainfully when someone is humble enough to come to me and admit that they were wrong, and that they initially handled the situation in error. 
 

Early Bird

 

I am not and never was a morning person. I prefer the afternoon or evening. 
 
I do not mind getting up early if I have no place to go. 
 
Nevertheless, there are times when plans call for me to wake up at an early start, whether it is a work schedule, an appointment of some sort, or an errand I decide to run. 
 
Rising at such an early time in the day is not always a dreadful task as, on occasion, energy will magnetically inspire me to get moving during an early morning, especially when it is a place or impending activity, I am anxious about, highly anticipating, or excited to head off to. 
 
Usually I just like to be well-rested before I wake up to go anywhere. 
 
I don’t like to be rushed or disturbed out of a comfortable sleep to be on time for an event. 
 
Nonetheless, there are times when we must do what we must do and be where we are supposed to be when we are set to be there. 

 

 
 

Morning Mist

 

I left for work about twenty minutes after five this morning.

It was still dark.

The ground was wet, there was dampness throughout the streets from apparent rain sometime beforehand.

The air was full of mist, thick fog covered and drifted over from above.

The temperature was lovely. It was comfortably warm as I wore a jacket and sweater.

Others were out too on their way to work and wherever else.

I was on the bus by five-thirty.

I loved how the atmosphere looked and felt. The scene was enchanting.

Everything Happens For A Reason

 

Even while I was a young girl I knew and would often say, “Everything happens for a reason”.

Nothing in this world will last forever, including the many associations we have with people, or the relationships that we may develop with them.
There will be people who enter into our lives for a short time or for a lifetime.

All of our encounters have a purpose. It is not a coincidence when people come in and out of our lives.

Yes, we do have choices, it is up to us whether or not we involve ourselves with certain people or in certain situations, but when we come into contact with others by chance, there is a reason for it.

Whether if it is just for our observation of some sort, a confirmation of something related to life, to learn a lesson, to grow from, or to form a significant connection.

There is always a meaning behind our meetings, even when the occurrence may seem trivial.

Halloween

 

As a child, Halloween was innocently celebrated.

We had costume parties at the end of the day in elementary school. I decorated the windows of my home with posters and had volumes of candy ready to eat for that particular day.

Children of the neighborhood knocked on my door and the doors of others and we gave them candy as we had throughout the years.

However, I was never into Halloween as I grew older. I thought it was cute to see people dress up creatively to enjoy themselves, but the reality in itself is that Halloween is really a demonic event.

There is nothing wrong with the fantasy of celebration. However, just like Easter, bunnies have absolutely nothing to do with Jesus- Pumpkins have absolutely nothing to do with evil.

Parts of society turned a Jack O’ Lantern into a trademark of fright, a scene of cobwebs, spiders, skeletons, witches, and other ghostly figures to manifest a superstition.

Although Halloween does have a specific merit in history, it is not one derived from purity or holiness.

It is definitely okay to have harmless fun on Halloween just as long as it is not taken within the same likeness or extreme as the Pagans do.