A Finally Closed Chapter

 

There was no mistake at me getting hired by and working for Amazon in 2021.

I knew in hindsight that the relatively short ten months spent there I was never meant to stay. It was just another steppingstone for me to step upon and to pass through.

It was not a mistake that I encountered and met Michael Gonzalez either.

People like him want or expect people like me to be lower than what we are.

When we do not display preconceived notions of how or what they feel we should be they prefer to view us as thinking that we are better than we are, that we are purely riding on ego by having an exaggerated opinion of ourselves and/or capabilities.

I know how some people of this type of nature think, feel, and respond when it comes to people like us who are on a higher vibration, wavelength/level of intelligence, and substance of character.

There has always been a clash of energy between people like him, or people even worse than him, and me.

They see nothing wrong with themselves as they relate to one another in character, disposition, nature and mindset.

And they probably are good for one another but they need to stay in their place and let us live in peace because we are nothing like them in thinking or way of incentive.

This is why there is often miscommunication, misunderstanding, and unnecessary conflict.

They put on facades to camouflage as being the ones who are “better” (For my current lack of a better word at this moment as I write this. Maybe a suitable alternative word will come to me later, long after this post is completed and has already been published. I could later edit, yet maybe I did use the correct term after all) classifying us as the ones who are lesser. When indeed they already know the real deal although they do not want to accept or come to terms with it.

People such as myself do not go around thinking that we are better than everybody. That accusation among people we consider trash is ridiculous. And it does not make any sense.

There is a huge world out there with diversity and variety that contribute their own uniqueness or distinction.

However, it is a fact that there are higher quality of people out there in comparison to others (and I am one of them) and it has nothing to do with a professional title or occupational position that one has, how much money or material possessions someone has, the type of educational degree one may have and etc…

A penniless bum or homeless person in the street can be higher mentally or spiritually than any professor or doctor.

That person may have just fell on hard times or did not have or was not granted the same opportunities that others may have had.

It is about who and what we are made up of in heart, mind, and spirit. Some people are just demonic or knuckleheaded in nature and spiritually inclined individuals can pick that up keenly.

Since childhood my spirit did not take well to certain types of people. I am not perfect myself but I was always a good, decent person who was on the level and who never went around starting trouble or bothering anybody. A lot of people will back that up too if they are honest.

The reason I may come off as harsh and intense toward them is because I have had many encounters of firsthand experience with them and know the depth of their mentality, their behavior, and the sicknesses many of them have that have not been diagnosed due to a lot of them not being called out or even recognized by their actions. There are so many of them that have influence over the world that to justify their accepted unscrupulous flaws they unjustly come down on us as the ones who deserve the consequences that unethically result from their disapproval to bring us down to their level or lower.

It is all about control and their fear of facing the inadequacy within themselves.

They resort to all sort of underhanded tactics in attempts to hinder, block, or destroy those who are really meant to rise, succeed, excel, or who were just meant to live the life that was comfortably meant for them to live. Simple and quiet. However, miserable people do not enjoy to see others happy and not going through the same predicament they may be residing in.

For years I had these types who had backgrounds of drug use and so on in effort to invade upon my life. It is always those who have tons of dirt on them and are used as Maytags/Flunkies to try to bring those who are a threat in some way or who they are envious and jealous of down.

I never had problems with other people who were of genuine class or decency- and the thing about it is these people did not personally know me and I never hung out with them. It was people who I was pointed out to or who knew of me from the neighborhood and I am not the only one who has gone through this.

They do it to people who have things going on for themselves- and when you are really smart and you are not friendly towards them forget about it!

That was my problem.

Since I strongly absorb energy, I know who to trust, who not to trust, who is good, who is not so good. It is not healthy or desirable for me to be around certain types of people.

Even when people of their kind whether male or female liked me as a person, I used to hate it because I really did not want them to like me. I did not like their kind coming around me. I had no problem with courtesy. There were times I would be rude because these people do not know how to back off as they do not understand that we do not see them the way they see themselves. And just because we see them as nothing does not mean that they see themselves as nobodies.

And when it came to guys who were romantically interested it really was a turn-off because I knew we were not cut from the same cloth. We were not similar or of the same nature.

Mating with one of them type of people can literally/physically mess up one’s body if you are a woman. I would never carry a child by one of them mixing with them is not good. A lot of people do not know this. Who would want to intertwine with one of them?

Some of them try to get with people of substance purposely to either drown out our bloodline of substance or to improve theirs through another generation.

Their seed is morbid- I cannot get into that right now it is another entire subject but a legitimate one dealing with spiritual truths. I have already written more than what was intended as I just had wanted to get straight to the point as well as to offer detail to thoroughly explain certain points.

Nevertheless, the incident with Michael has come to a close. I still feel him (his energy) because on his part he is still in the picture. I have felt people for years who still had or kept me in thought for reasons that pertained to situations. But on my part, I gained what I further needed from a spiritual aspect of a tie that had been chasing me for decades that needed to finally be completely severed.

I do not know why things must sometimes take place with particular people we cross paths with and it is not always for us to figure out just as long as we understand.

Whatever had to happen or take place I am glad now that the energy around me is keeping the negative people away from me and possibly giving a signal off to them in a vibe for them not to like me. This is excellent for them to stay away from me.

This is what I had always wanted from the get-go. That is part of why witchcraft was put on me in the first place. To allow negative people and unwanted/unnatural occurrence to invade my life and territory to change the original destiny ordained to me.

When I interact day to day it is how life is supposed to be. It has been this way for a while now but it only gets better.

I am grateful for the other gifted people I met who could see what went on along with those on my level in my personal life who are also aware of how these people operate.

It is an unfortunate part of life.

I often wondered if this was part of my purpose here on earth.

No matter what I went through on account of sick people I have remained true to myself, and a better version of myself discovering potentials I did not know I had until it was revealed to me.

Negative people were unable to break me.

Negative people will always be out there-their same ignorant, trouble causing energy but for the most part this chapter of my life has come to an end.

Spirit will use me through my writing as one who has experienced a lot to serve as a resource and expression of power through the connection I innately have to the universe.

 

 

Focal Points

 

The universe is very receptive to our needs and wants.

Things that I inwardly desired were in the process of being planned and arranged- to have now been manifested.

Outward contemplation responded within the balance and alignment in relation to my professional affairs❤.

 

The Heart Of A True Writer

 

I am sure many of us would love to commit to an occupation we enjoy doing.

I have worked a share of jobs that I considered fun instead of undesirable work, particularly when I held positions at JC Penney, Bloomingdale’s, and Sears Roebuck years ago.

I was very successful in my role at my workplace.

I believe one will do their best when they partake in a task that they delight in compared to a duty they do not.

Now do not get me wrong. There are plenty of people who do very well and succeed in jobs they hate doing because they are motivated to reach a certain goal, or they are just determined in their undertakings.

 

 

Nevertheless, there is nothing more satisfying than having the opportunity to do the work that one loves.

Writing is not only a hobby of mine but an area of my profession.

It is an activity I completely take pleasure in. A natural propensity, a drive, a passion of the spirit.

Yes, we all want to get paid for utilizing the talents that fulfill us the most, however, if or when that is not possible it really does not make a difference.

A true writer does not write primarily to receive an income or to gain recognition.

A true writer writes from the heart, from a place deep within.

We write when no one is around or viewing. We do not need an audience or require validation.

To the one who is inspired by the energies of their own craft, the act of writing itself is what brings out the greatest reward.

 

Ventures In Publishing

 

Years ago, after publishing my second book, I turned a friend over to a publisher who she decided at the time to publish her very first book with. 
 
A year or two ago, she turned me on to a publisher that I am currently deciding to go with. 
 
We were periodically on the lookout for publishers to suit our preferences and financial budget when it comes to running our own business and marketing strategies. 

Once A Field Of Thought

 

There was a time I considered working as a veterinarian’s assistant in clinics. 
 
But then a friend reminded me that I would not be servicing just cute little dogs and puppies. 

That there would be reptiles, rodents, and other not-so cuddly creatures. 
 
Her words spoke to me. 
 
She gave me a wakeup call as I was not anticipating tending to other unappealing animals. The idea had totally slipped out of my thoughts. 
 
My mind was primarily directed to caring for canines and kittens. 
 
I have had pet hamsters, gerbils, and fish as a youngster, and I used to care for Guinea Pigs and rabbits in the back of the classroom in elementary school, so I am no stranger to other species of animals or mammals, though I was not enthusiastic about catering to them professionally daily in my adulthood. 

Future Writing Projects

 

A longtime family friend has mentioned to me more than once that she cannot wait for me to write or publish another book.

I completed two manuscripts years ago in addition to two books I previously published.

Once I finish a manuscript, I send a copy to the Library of Congress to ensure that my material is copy-written ahead of time.

I also had stories that I was in the process of writing that I have not completed.

I started these novels back in the late 1990’s and early 2000’s.

In fact, the second book I published while I was in my twenties was originally conceived when I was just twelve years of age.

I, of course, had to update the storyline to go along with the times according to how I wanted to depict my novel.

My stories practically write themselves.

When I published my very first book, I knew the ending before I wrote the beginning. I don’t plan, the words and ideas just pop out.

I even awoke from a dream one evening long ago, having viewed one of my manuscripts in cinematic form, then I began to write about the story as soon as I awakened.

Recently, another person suggested to me to get back into publishing books now.

These two encouragers know my love and passion for writing, and they know my natural drive as a writer.

The long-time family friend is a writer herself.

I never gave up on the desire to publish books. I just took a break.

I am in the process of gathering up my creativity to further explore and deliver future projects in the making.

 

 

 

Pet Parents

 

One of the guys I work with is an older Italian man. 
 
He has a miniature-sized dog of thirteen years old who he calls his “baby”. 
 
I told him that I could relate since one of my dogs that I had for seventeen years I considered my bambino. 
 
What both of us additionally have in common is that we are fond of, and preferred big dogs all of our lives, but that this was the first small dog that he ever owned. 

This man absolutely loves his dog and considers himself a father to the canine.

His eyes literally light up, displaying a smile on his face whenever he looks at his dog, and speaks about his Terrier breed. 
 
I know and understand his sentiment. I spent a long part of my life being a pet mommy. 

 

 

Today

 

At work today, I took temperature, blood pressure, respiration, and I monitored sugar for a diabetic client of mine. 
 
I bandage-wrapped my client’s legs, served food, and assisted with a shower. 
 
Afterwards, I offered companionship and watched a movie on my break. 
 
I had a wonderful day, and I honestly had a great entire week! 

 

 

 

Regard Of Kindness

 

 

Today was the day I decided to go pick out the Thanksgiving greeting cards I planned on purchasing. 
 
I chose some beautiful ones as usual. 
 
I even bought one for my supervisor, who I appreciate greatly, as I am so thankful for her always coming through for me. 
 
I thank God for everything most of all.

 

 

 

This Second Week Of November

 

This past Monday when I left for work, I was burning up in my jacket and sweater. It felt like a hot summer.

There were even the usual people walking around who had shorts on, and the like, quick to take off their clothes during a beautiful off-season day of heat.

I kept myself jacketed and zipped up.

The next day, Tuesday, it was very cold outside. On Wednesday, it was still quite chilly.

On Thursday I did not go out.

On Friday, it was cloudy, but the temperature was nice. It rained hard after I arrived at my job. I got drenched in the evening on my way home.

Today, Saturday morning, the ground was damp from the night before (last night), but the sun was out, and the weather was comfortable (gorgeous) outside.

 

 

 

A Precognitive Dream In Regard To Amazon

 

I had a dream about Steven Ellmore last night or during the wee hours. 
 
I was not even thinking about this guy.

However, those of us who have gifts don’t have to be thinking of or anywhere around someone to receive or to pick up messages of information concerning them or a situation, especially when it is regarding ourselves. 
 
In the dream, he came to me to apologize to me. 

As he acknowledged and expressed regret for his mistake, he offered, on behalf of the establishment that he is affiliated with a luxury property, to offer me to permanently reside by choice as a one-time immediate offer. 
 
I was filled with too much gloat over the fact that I had never done wrong to begin with to accept.

I was more preoccupied with how Steven had tried to put something on me that was never there, only to find out how foolish he was. 
 
Supposedly, a customer of Asian descent claimed I said something to her in the Chinese language-which I have never spoken and do not understand. I do not know any words in the Chinese language. 
 
That was the first clue of his arrogance and stupidity that I had explained to him. Yet, he acted as if he did not want to believe it. 
 
Either the situation was a set-up, the customer was mentally ill, or just flat out lied. I did not care one way or the other. 
 
What pissed me off, and a fast way to get on my bad side is to lie on me or to accuse me of something that I did not say or do- and that goes for anybody! 
 
Whatever the nature of this misunderstanding or if this is regarding some other incident or circumstance, it has been cleared up. 

This is not the first time I have gotten spiritual messages of myself being vindicated in this Amazon nonsense that was all nothing, but a result of others’ jealousy directed towards me.

Certain people have always, and will always be jealous or intimidated by me.
 
I did not accept Steven’s offer or his apology. The “I told you so” was enough satisfaction for me. 
 
This was a precognitive dream. There is meaning behind it. 
 
Some dreams play out exactly how  
they were revealed or shown.

Some dreams have a hidden meaning that needs to be interpreted through what is shown.

They may not necessarily play out identically, though the details portray actual events and the disposition  
of others in relation to what was revealed. 

Some dreams even show another person in place of the person in question whereas we have to distinguish who is actually being acknowledged.

There are many examples of lessons to be gained from this vision.

I was able to read a lot from what I gathered, and in fact, the information was enlightening on both parts. 

On my part, I think the spirit was telling me not to behave disdainfully when someone is humble enough to come to me and admit that they were wrong, and that they initially handled the situation in error. 
 

Early Bird

 

I am not and never was a morning person. I prefer the afternoon or evening. 
 
I do not mind getting up early if I have no place to go. 
 
Nevertheless, there are times when plans call for me to wake up at an early start, whether it is a work schedule, an appointment of some sort, or an errand I decide to run. 
 
Rising at such an early time in the day is not always a dreadful task as, on occasion, energy will magnetically inspire me to get moving during an early morning, especially when it is a place or impending activity, I am anxious about, highly anticipating, or excited to head off to. 
 
Usually I just like to be well-rested before I wake up to go anywhere. 
 
I don’t like to be rushed or disturbed out of a comfortable sleep to be on time for an event. 
 
Nonetheless, there are times when we must do what we must do and be where we are supposed to be when we are set to be there. 

 

 
 

Don’t Work Too Hard

 

I know I said I was going to cut down on being a workaholic and I will in no way overdo it but I have undertaken more hours.

Yes, we have to make a living, though, we must continue to rely on the Lord understanding that we have to take time out to rest and to let him overtake our work schedule within a way that will not burn us out but that will preserve us.

Be sure to maintain proper hygiene. Get the proper nutrition by eating beneficial foods. Get adequate enough sleep, and enjoy pleasurable pastimes.

 

Beware

Supervisors will bait employees with large sums of money just to advance themselves without any consideration for their fellow laborer’s welfare.

Regardless, there are people who will do anything for money.

About two months ago now, there was a text message that went out at a place of work for caregivers.

I didn’t believe my eyes when I saw the text advertise four-hundred dollars a day for a Caregiver case.

The message didn’t sound right to me. For all the years I worked in health care I never saw a case offered for four-hundred dollars a day.

I contemplated on the text, rationalizing what could be up. The only explanation I quickly came up with was the case had to be a Covid-19 positive client.

A while later, another text was sent out acknowledging that the case in need was indeed for someone who was Covid-19 positive.

The agency did not initially mention that vital information. They began to take loads of virus infected people, informing caregivers of PPE gear located at the homes of these clients for them to utilize.

No employee was obligated to accept any of the Covid-19 cases against their will. It was a free choice to any caregiver who worked for the agency.

One employee told me a supervisor sent her along with another coworker on a case at a hospital yet didn’t inform them ahead of time that the patient/client was positive for Covid-19.

I understand these people who have the virus need medical attention and have to be treated but it is the supervisor’s responsibility to inform their laborers in this particular life-threatening situation.

People have to be extra careful and look out for themselves because when money is involved unscrupulous professionals as well as ordinary individuals will generally put one at risk within a heartbeat.

Essential Worker: Essentially Protected During Pandemic/The Vital Power Of Spirit

When I entered into the area of health care professionally six and a half years ago a long-term dedication within the field was never my intention. Health care wasn’t a passion of mine and it still isn’t.

As a caregiver, I knew that I’d always have a job and never be out of work for any long period of time, and I was correct. So, it was a great back up gig and I am excellent at what I can do. After all, I do have over twenty years of total experience aside from having learned certain medical procedures through being trained and certified/licensed for the six years in which I have.

Health Care is an important occupation when one is responsible for the personal welfare of an ill or dependent individual who needs specific care or attention.

I’ve done and dealt with practically most all kind of patients/clients with all types of requirements. I’ve had to administer medication, take blood pressure, prepare and change ostomy bags, monitor blood sugar and insulin injections, care for hospice, cancer, Parkinson’s disease, Alzheimer’s/dementia, stroke, blind, deaf, amputated, psychiatric and etc.…. The list just goes on. I’ve worked in hospitals, assisted living facilities, and within residential homes.

I’ve even had to travel out of my way at times but the experience was good and I had received good worthwhile pay.

Fortunately, I haven’t had to be out there within the health care field now during this Corona Virus episode, even though I was ready willing and able to work for the main reason of earning the income that I am use to making, regardless of the pandemic.

This virus doesn’t scare me, yet the universe doesn’t want me out there constantly within that particular environment for my overall well-being. It’s like one not permitting their beloved child to go walk through a fire even if they wouldn’t possibly get burned. The universe doesn’t even want me feeling the heat or inhaling smoke-even though I can handle the flames, and I honor and respect the “power of spirit” with much regard and appreciation.

Fruition

The tasty fruits of inborn talents, labor, and energetic vibration is so mouth-watering.

 

I’ve had many jobs that categorize more than one field of work. The tasks and pursuits I experienced during the varying areas in regard to employment enhanced and developed additional inspiring factors within my utilizations.

Each particular encounter proved to be very rewarding and enlightening. The instances imparted to me how I do better as a multitasker. I can’t be held down to one description I am a combination of specific variety and creativity rooted from deep inside.

Isn’t it marvelous when we have the option to choose what lanes to walk down?

As our paths lead us out into the open doors of opportunity why not go all out to explore all there is to achieve within the many things we desire to accomplish?

When the knocks call do you answer or do you leave the door shut? Does the pounding motivate or does it annoy?

I answer expectedly and enthusiastically, giving it my best shot! Why not? I don’t turn down an offer that demands for me in which to excel. In return, I succeed!

The knocks inspire me as bestowment within correspondence believes in me. Why else would it had summoned thee?

When we genuinely have confidence in ourselves and are strong within determination those doors began to fly open.

I know what I’m capable of doing and I use my tools of nature to expand even farther. It’s an order!

A command to approach and reach the steps meant for us to climb at our own pace and at our own periods of readiness.

No one has the authority to define the contents within the recipes prepared to flavor us as deliciously fruitful. We come in the most delectable packages full of excitement and coated surprises.

It’s fulfilling and inspiring to me to not be limited within faculty and to have the capacity to do more than just one thing as versatility allows us to express the distinct versions of our competent selves within personality, aptitude and performance.

We Are Who We Are

At work this morning a client of mine inquired to me “Why are you always so happy?”

 I asked her if she’d prefer that I’d be sullen or gloomy?

A lot of people are stressed on their jobs I never feel that sort of tension or strain while I’m engaging in my tasks and dealing with other individuals. If anything, I use my occupations as an outlet or an adventure especially when I enjoy what I do.

Of course, work sometimes includes demands and inconvenience but in the end its worth the efforts that I venture towards.

By nature I’ve always been a bubbly/high-spirited person others have also described me as being animated, lively and full of life and sometimes, excitement. Even during times of tribulation I manage to naturally keep my composure and upbeat attitude.

When we have positive energy surrounding us and we’re around good vibration it only enhances the mood to bring out the best within us and that is a very healthy and rewarding sense of contentment and pleasure.

I’m also fiery and some will mistake that passion for anger when its just the essence of my inborn force and drive. Sure I can be vicious when I get heated but for the most part I’m a very strong-willed, energetic, and determined person I can’t help it that is just who I am and who I have always been, and I will always continue to be that way without apology.