Messages From Dreams🕊🕊🕊

 

At times, dreams are just irrepressible creations of the mind.

Nothing more than subconscious reactions, deep hidden thoughts, reflective stimulus, or a series of recollection relating images of reality or a seemingly form of illusion.

The instance results from random or deliberate states of consciousness into sensation within imagination.

Other times, dreams are passageways into the unknown. Ethereal connections of preternatural inspections.

In dreams, we may occasionally or constantly encounter access into the spirit realm.

We may experience visitations from those who currently dwell throughout spaces there.

These dreams of vision often come with lessons and messages attached to be learned from, gathered, then applied to present life events that could be tied to all aspects of time occurring from the past up to what is now ahead.– latoya lawrence 

 

 

A Finally Closed Chapter

 

There was no mistake at me getting hired by and working for Amazon in 2021.

I knew in hindsight that the relatively short ten months spent there I was never meant to stay. It was just another steppingstone for me to step upon and to pass through.

It was not a mistake that I encountered and met Michael Gonzalez either.

People like him want or expect people like me to be lower than what we are.

When we do not display preconceived notions of how or what they feel we should be they prefer to view us as thinking that we are better than we are, that we are purely riding on ego by having an exaggerated opinion of ourselves and/or capabilities.

I know how some people of this type of nature think, feel, and respond when it comes to people like us who are on a higher vibration, wavelength/level of intelligence, and substance of character.

There has always been a clash of energy between people like him, or people even worse than him, and me.

They see nothing wrong with themselves as they relate to one another in character, disposition, nature and mindset.

And they probably are good for one another but they need to stay in their place and let us live in peace because we are nothing like them in thinking or way of incentive.

This is why there is often miscommunication, misunderstanding, and unnecessary conflict.

They put on facades to camouflage as being the ones who are “better” (For my current lack of a better word at this moment as I write this. Maybe a suitable alternative word will come to me later, long after this post is completed and has already been published. I could later edit, yet maybe I did use the correct term after all) classifying us as the ones who are lesser. When indeed they already know the real deal although they do not want to accept or come to terms with it.

People such as myself do not go around thinking that we are better than everybody. That accusation among people we consider trash is ridiculous. And it does not make any sense.

There is a huge world out there with diversity and variety that contribute their own uniqueness or distinction.

However, it is a fact that there are higher quality of people out there in comparison to others (and I am one of them) and it has nothing to do with a professional title or occupational position that one has, how much money or material possessions someone has, the type of educational degree one may have and etc…

A penniless bum or homeless person in the street can be higher mentally or spiritually than any professor or doctor.

That person may have just fell on hard times or did not have or was not granted the same opportunities that others may have had.

It is about who and what we are made up of in heart, mind, and spirit. Some people are just demonic or knuckleheaded in nature and spiritually inclined individuals can pick that up keenly.

Since childhood my spirit did not take well to certain types of people. I am not perfect myself but I was always a good, decent person who was on the level and who never went around starting trouble or bothering anybody. A lot of people will back that up too if they are honest.

The reason I may come off as harsh and intense toward them is because I have had many encounters of firsthand experience with them and know the depth of their mentality, their behavior, and the sicknesses many of them have that have not been diagnosed due to a lot of them not being called out or even recognized by their actions. There are so many of them that have influence over the world that to justify their accepted unscrupulous flaws they unjustly come down on us as the ones who deserve the consequences that unethically result from their disapproval to bring us down to their level or lower.

It is all about control and their fear of facing the inadequacy within themselves.

They resort to all sort of underhanded tactics in attempts to hinder, block, or destroy those who are really meant to rise, succeed, excel, or who were just meant to live the life that was comfortably meant for them to live. Simple and quiet. However, miserable people do not enjoy to see others happy and not going through the same predicament they may be residing in.

For years I had these types who had backgrounds of drug use and so on in effort to invade upon my life. It is always those who have tons of dirt on them and are used as Maytags/Flunkies to try to bring those who are a threat in some way or who they are envious and jealous of down.

I never had problems with other people who were of genuine class or decency- and the thing about it is these people did not personally know me and I never hung out with them. It was people who I was pointed out to or who knew of me from the neighborhood and I am not the only one who has gone through this.

They do it to people who have things going on for themselves- and when you are really smart and you are not friendly towards them forget about it!

That was my problem.

Since I strongly absorb energy, I know who to trust, who not to trust, who is good, who is not so good. It is not healthy or desirable for me to be around certain types of people.

Even when people of their kind whether male or female liked me as a person, I used to hate it because I really did not want them to like me. I did not like their kind coming around me. I had no problem with courtesy. There were times I would be rude because these people do not know how to back off as they do not understand that we do not see them the way they see themselves. And just because we see them as nothing does not mean that they see themselves as nobodies.

And when it came to guys who were romantically interested it really was a turn-off because I knew we were not cut from the same cloth. We were not similar or of the same nature.

Mating with one of them type of people can literally/physically mess up one’s body if you are a woman. I would never carry a child by one of them mixing with them is not good. A lot of people do not know this. Who would want to intertwine with one of them?

Some of them try to get with people of substance purposely to either drown out our bloodline of substance or to improve theirs through another generation.

Their seed is morbid- I cannot get into that right now it is another entire subject but a legitimate one dealing with spiritual truths. I have already written more than what was intended as I just had wanted to get straight to the point as well as to offer detail to thoroughly explain certain points.

Nevertheless, the incident with Michael has come to a close. I still feel him (his energy) because on his part he is still in the picture. I have felt people for years who still had or kept me in thought for reasons that pertained to situations. But on my part, I gained what I further needed from a spiritual aspect of a tie that had been chasing me for decades that needed to finally be completely severed.

I do not know why things must sometimes take place with particular people we cross paths with and it is not always for us to figure out just as long as we understand.

Whatever had to happen or take place I am glad now that the energy around me is keeping the negative people away from me and possibly giving a signal off to them in a vibe for them not to like me. This is excellent for them to stay away from me.

This is what I had always wanted from the get-go. That is part of why witchcraft was put on me in the first place. To allow negative people and unwanted/unnatural occurrence to invade my life and territory to change the original destiny ordained to me.

When I interact day to day it is how life is supposed to be. It has been this way for a while now but it only gets better.

I am grateful for the other gifted people I met who could see what went on along with those on my level in my personal life who are also aware of how these people operate.

It is an unfortunate part of life.

I often wondered if this was part of my purpose here on earth.

No matter what I went through on account of sick people I have remained true to myself, and a better version of myself discovering potentials I did not know I had until it was revealed to me.

Negative people were unable to break me.

Negative people will always be out there-their same ignorant, trouble causing energy but for the most part this chapter of my life has come to an end.

Spirit will use me through my writing as one who has experienced a lot to serve as a resource and expression of power through the connection I innately have to the universe.

 

 

Birthday Girl 🎂

 

I just turned 48 today and I am naturally still incredibly youthful in appearance- and still gorgeous as ever! ❤

I have lived a life of peace and purity for decades, and I will easily continue to do so for more years to come. This was the way I was innately fashioned/designed.

Never no drugs, no alcohol, no sex, no nonsense! ❤

 

Timeless In Age

 

My mother used to say that I had been here before. Though I never believed in reincarnation, I do strongly believe in the possibility that we were of consciousness in the spirit realm before we came here to earth to take part in this dreadful human experience.

I was a very bright youngster, ahead of my time, knowing and discerning at a level beyond what was usual for my age.

During my teenage years an evaluation by testing at school credited me with having an outstanding comprehension. I was surprised they were able to detect that from however they came upon the discovery.

Most of the things in life that I know now in my forty-seven years of life I knew then.

A lot of life just taught and confirmed to me what I already knew and was aware of.

There is always something to learn and expand in to enhance the progression in life.

I just know that I am not, have never been, and never will be average in way of thinking or spiritual nature.

Nevertheless, I have the natural instincts and abilities to relate to peoples and society while at the same time not relating to what is foreign, but understanding the nature of how others are and where they come from.

One does not necessarily have to walk in another person’s shoes to grasp their individuality and life path.

 

 

Lady LaToya🧸❤

 

I have never been the lonely type- just a loner who prefers to be alone.

Canines are my favorite companions.

I am one who is comfortable in her own skin and who enjoys being with herself.

There are people who like me, trust me, and can depend on me, but I do not constantly desire or need to be around people.

I do not like conflict, though, I can hold my own. I am a nice person, yet not one to fuck with. I can be one’s worst nightmare when or if provoked.

 

Energy Suckers

 

 

Certain negative/jealous/envious people want and try to take my energy- but they cannot have it, and they will never get it!!!

Negative people of this nature feed my spirit because it is a testimony to the purity and positivity that resides in me that makes them bitter and resentful.

I love being a good, strong person who is not demonic, unclean, and corrupt like they are.

 

Always Moving On❤

 

I am not one to go back. I move forward. That is just the way that I am.

I lose patience easily or quickly when something does not hold my interest or attention.

I like to do what is fresh and new and not return to what is stale or of no use in the old or past tense.

I like to take what was done before to build something better, something unique.

Turn that experience into another, and other extravagant events to further evolve, and to indulge in.

 

 

Yoruba Orishas And God

 

 

I cannot lie or deny that when I was angry with fierce hatred for God on account of a combination of things that I still till this day do not like or appreciate to venerate my beautiful Ancestors and Orishas nothing negative had become of that choice I had made.

It was a positive experience for me, a natural connection for me as I was called when Elegba came looking for me.

What I loved and respected most about the legitimate Orishas that I spiritually dealt with was that one cannot go to them on their own- the Orishas must summon you.

They do not just want or accept anyone in comparison to Jesus.

Elegba, of course, did or does not have the power to create, but he has the power to destroy.

What I dislike about the one and only God (Jehovah) is that he gives life to anything and will accept anyone who comes to him.

In my opinion, he should not have given life to everybody. I would have preferred not to have been born if I had to share a world with certain types of people and undesirable conditions of life that I have no interest, concern, or agreement to the nature of.

I feel like if he was going to create certain types of people, things, and ways of life, then he should have separated us to put the trash on a section of the earth with the other trash and let them all be the stupid undesirable garbage that they all are together.

It is believed by some that Orishas are demons posing as such- as Lucifer will disguise himself as an angel of light.

However, we all do not know everything there is to know about creation and the spirit realm.

All I know is that I have seen through my third eye and experienced visions and have had significant/meaningful paranormal encounters within dreams and while fully awake here on earth regarding the Orishas that prove otherwise.

Deep down inside I still have love for Oshun, Elegba, Ogun, Orunmila,  and another Orisha that appeared to me within the past.

The deities treated me with nothing but love, kindness and respect. And there was nothing but peace and protection around me at the time.

What I also loved about the Orishas is that they had a raw sense of humor when the situation called for it. They made me burst into laughter unexpectedly one time when an active scene/vision was reflected to me.

 

A Note Of Wisdom: Negative People Do Not Win They Are Already Lost❤

 

Witchcraft/Black Magic/Voodoo has never worked on me mentally or emotionally.

I am spiritual so I will feel multiple energies of sensation and receive messages within the process.

When I was crossed up at a period in my life within the distant past over sixteen years ago it was not a condition that was able to control me or my surroundings due to the nature of my state of being along with divine intervention it was just able to tug at my spirit to cause unnatural negativity around me.

Jealous, envious people who were low scale that were involved tried to invade my destiny and territory.

However, what I had realized is that God was not allowing these evildoers in any such fashion to bury me into their form of destruction he was allowing the situation to plant a deeper root of growth and development within me to further empower and enlighten me on the path of my journey.

We must be fully prepared and equipped to carry on in our purpose.

We may get slowed down sometimes by those who wish to intervene, yet God will indeed work it all out for our own good in his favor to make us even more abundant in whatever it is that he has planned for us according to his glorious purpose.

Evildoers never win against God’s children they just foolishly deceive themselves within their own devious undertakings.

This is also why Black Magic/Witchcraft/Voodoo will never return into my life- they can shoot their arrows, but they will miss every time. The past was an unfortunate experience that turned fortunate for me to learn from.

I learned just how powerful I am within spirit and within my spiritual abilities. I was amazed by finding out the depth of how God designed me when I got Brujeria removed. It was like something one would see in a movie. Everything was an authentic live magical event to take place. An account of an experience that I will treasure and never forget.

What God let to be possible within the human experience as a spiritually inclined person was extraordinary.

We all have undesired crosses to bear in this life.

Recently, there have been a few jealous/envious/resentful people who attempted to cross me up. Nevertheless, they are unable to. There is nothing for their evil/negative intentions of Witchcraft/Black Magic/Voodoo to latch on to.

 

 

Clairalience, Clairgustance, Clairaudience: Extrasensory Range

 

When it comes to Extra Sensory Perception I was born with just about the “entire kit and caboodle”

From experiencing the sensation of taste without anything physically entering my mouth (Clairgustance) to smelling scents or odor (Clairalience) that are not physically present to others, yet spiritually present in a physical sense to me and to others who are inclined to this energy.

Hearing outside of ordinary range (Clairaudience) when no one is around whether it is the spoken words or thoughts from people- messages, noises/sound, or communications from the spirit realm and affiliations.

I remember an incident years ago when my uncle had died and photos of him in a casket were mailed out to me from a relative.

While I had his picture around, I continuously smelled his funky feet that he used to have. Once I burned up his picture (I literally set fire to it with a lighter in an astray) the stink odor faded away for good.

There was another time my mother and I (she had spiritual gifts too) both smelled a wonderful, sweet Strawberry scent/fragrance as we sat inside my bedroom.

The pleasant odor brought a warm, comforting presence that came as a delight to us with it.

We checked around, there had been no empty Strawberry drink, or any food/dessert product left over or in the garbage to have lingered that smell.

I had been at work years ago (I was in my thirties then), in a storage room that I oversaw and maintained. I stored and managed delivered items that I would display and ticket on the sales floor as part of my duty as a Merchandise Pricing Associate.

One day I was in the back room organizing items while I began to taste a sweet pastry on my tongue (a donut). I had not eaten a donut since I was twelve or thirteen at the time.

I have tasted energy itself and as the best way that I can describe it felt like a distinctive electric wave that sizzled in my mouth physically, yet it is a supernatural experience felt naturally within my birthright.

 

One In A Million: A Rare Individual 🕊🕊🕊

 

As far as Michael Gonzalez (and any other low-scale no-good nigger from the past who wanted me, did not deserve me, could not have me), and other undesirable (individuals who are trash) people from the distant past in my old neighborhood who were jealous of my character, talents, intelligence while they had set out to tarnish my name, cross up my body, bind up my spirit and other negative deeds from childhood to adulthood through black magic/witchcraft they all failed within their outcomes.

I won against them all and everybody knows it!

As one who was always steps ahead of them- having advantage over them spiritually and mentally through spirit, wisdom and knowledge there is no way they could ever conquer me.

I am on an entirely whole different level within mind, soul, energy, and destiny.

I am a true testimony. People cannot understand the things I have been through from an early age and how I came through as a lovely, sturdy, beautiful flower to bloom vibrantly.

It just goes to show the power and nature of the divine spirit-energy that fully resides within me.

I have always been a fighter, a survivor. I always will be.

P.S. A little note: Evildoers never get away with the dirt that they do or try to do- that is a fact. Either they will pay some day in this realm or permanently within the next! –latoya lawrence 

 

He/Him🕯

 

I am not going to write every time an incident with asshole happens or occurs.

Some people are foolish enough to believe that if or when someone does not react to or mention a subject, incident, or matter that one is not informed or cognizant of the event- which is not the case in many situations and circumstances.

Though when spirit moves me to write I will oblige as there is purpose to these and other inspirations that manifest through all my literature.

But so far, according to the energy that I currently feel- even though he has wasted his time trying to do negative spiritual work against me- it finally seems that he may be waning off in certain areas of projection.

This has happened before though; he will get distracted only to continue to become occupied with me some more.

Even when those who put-up blocks in attempt to prevent one from knowing or feeling their energy or what they are doing my energy overrides enabling me to see beyond the scope.

Dark forces cannot blind out positive light.

Sometimes it is our own good energy that will put up blocks against others for protection and/or spiritual wellness.

Of course, I do not care about his infatuation, jealousy, and/or resentment toward me but as a gifted person I will always “know” and “feel” as to be warned or to be made aware of people and occurrence as I always have since childhood.

 

The Magic Within Me

 

When I was a little girl my mother said I and the things I used to do was like magic- she told me she always knew I had a special gift.

Over sixteen years ago when jealous adversaries were doing Brujeria against me most of them did not know what they were doing or who they were messing with.

They tried to work in opposition toward me within a supernatural system that was naturally made to work for and within me to my advantage.

Such fools they were! Nothing but silly puppets being pulled by the strings of the devil.

Half the time they were getting high on top of already having dead brain cells.

Low scale/low-class trash often sets out to destroy those of quality.

It is an age-old story.

I had experienced it since my youth, yet I had that ever-burning fire inside of me. The ability of connection within spirit, the forces to conquer them all.

 

Everything Happens For A Reason

 

Even while I was a young girl I knew and would often say, “Everything happens for a reason”.

Nothing in this world will last forever, including the many associations we have with people, or the relationships that we may develop with them.
There will be people who enter into our lives for a short time or for a lifetime.

All of our encounters have a purpose. It is not a coincidence when people come in and out of our lives.

Yes, we do have choices, it is up to us whether or not we involve ourselves with certain people or in certain situations, but when we come into contact with others by chance, there is a reason for it.

Whether if it is just for our observation of some sort, a confirmation of something related to life, to learn a lesson, to grow from, or to form a significant connection.

There is always a meaning behind our meetings, even when the occurrence may seem trivial.

An Ex-Coworker Working His Nonsense: Rituals

 

Jealous, envious, or resentful twisted people trying to attack me through black magic/witchcraft/voodoo had become a thing of the past.

I myself have never been into witchcraft or black magic, but I did have the ability and know how to protect myself and reverse negativity done to me and others who needed my help.

I also knew how to cleanse myself spiritually, everything I did was pure and for good.

Candles, incense, and other elements that represent earth, air, fire, and water- which I all used are not bad, evil, or negative within themselves. It is how they are used.

It has been years since I burned a candle. I do not burn candles anymore or maintain an altar for spiritual work of protection or veneration.

Yes, I was born with strong faculties.

However, I allow and rely totally on God now to fight my spiritual battles along with me putting on the armor of God by his word- which is the shield of faith.

There has recently been one who himself (an ex-coworker) with the help of another or certain others who attempted, and is still in the process of endeavoring to attack me spiritually through witchcraft of some sort.

They are absolutely wasting their time.

I have been ultimately protected against any form of evil for over twenty years.

The sad thing about the situation is these people are not at all harming me, they are hurting themselves.

I used to not understand God urging us as his children to pray for those who persecute or try to harm us. But the Lord revealed to me it is because they are the ones who are in danger. They are lost in their wickedness, destined to darkness and damnation.

They are blind to what they do and the consequences thereof and need guidance to see their way out.

We, as those saved and following God’s example, have nothing to worry about.

The more they try to hurt us without true remorse and repentance- especially when they are not justified- the further they dig an eternal grave for themselves.

 

Do Not Deny Thyself

 

Do not compare yourself to anyone. Do not compete with anyone.

There is no reason to.

You are one of a kind. Just the way God created you to be.

Do not be disappointed do not be discouraged you are right where you are supposed to be.

There is love in the comfort of truth. There is comfort in the truth of self.

It is self that reveals in the comfort of love. -latoya lawrence